Chapter 59
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My heart tightens Hard. I felt something stuck on my throat, and the air seemed heavier than usual.
"Shut up!"
"Who would've believed that the three of us would end up like this? A sad fate we encountered." He grins, but his face showed sadness.
I didn't want this to happen.
But because of my recklessness, everything went downhill for the three of us. It was all my fault, i was selfish and acted without knowing the results of a devil's whisper.
"I.. " he trails. "Hate you, we shouldn't have met you."
I gulped, my guilt spreading wider and faster. He was making it all come back, even as far as talking about the past. "I told you haven't i? I'm not sorry."
"That's right that's the kind of person you are. Prideful, selfish and conceited." He growls. "Having a mate, you don't deserve to be happy."
I hissed. "So you took me away from him because you didn't want me to be happy?"
He smirked. "Your pain would be my greatest pleasure."
I slapped the shit out him, making all the humans shocked from what i did. I grabbed a glass of water beside the table and poured it in his face, he just smirked like a crazy maniac.
"As i thought, you're just a freak that sticks beside me. Just like an incurable disease." The last words i said before storming out of the cafe.
I thought of going home immediately after feeling all this mixed emotions, i felt the need to rest.
I also hated myself, i know everything was all my fault. Everything started because of my own selfishness, everyone was pulled in to. But do i have the guts to ask forgiveness? I realized that doing so will only lower my defense, they would think of me lowly and make me cower in the lowest part of the foodchain.
I would be dead meat to everybody once i give in to them.
I can't.
I can't be caught.
Not yet.
Not till i can be beside him again ...
No. I can't think like this! I'm the person he'll hate once he knew-
My eyes widened, this presence. My tears swell up, clamping my mouth. I ran with all my might, away from that presence but it wasn't cutting our distance. He was following me and just feeling his presence was making me weak.
Why is he here?
No!
I can't meet with him! Not yet.
I was so preoccupied with my sorrow that i forgot to use more strength on my legs, making him close the distance. We were outside now, he was chasing me as i ran towards the forest, trying to avoid any scene seen by the humans. But why did i?
Doing so just makes me realize that i missed him.
I stopped.
My back facing him, he was quiet still.
He's close, this close to me right now. And it's killing me that i'm giving all i've got to not embrace him so tight right now, tell him that i was sorry and i needed him back.
But.. i can't.
Tears started to fall when he started making steps towards me, i sobbed. What am i doing? Why am i letting him come near me?
Why won't i run?
It's probably because i yearned for him so much as a month passed.
He embraces my back, wrapping his arms around my neck i felt all the weights in my body felt light. I felt relieved being with my mate. His touch, was so painfully addicting.
"How are you?" He asks like everything was fine, in a low husky voice.
"I'm .. g-good."
"Then why are you crying."
I turned away as i pushed him from doing so, facing him face to face, i stepped backwards. "What are you doing here-"
My eyes widened.
His eyes red, his tears taunting to fall he said. "You don't have any idea.. how much i missed you." He chokes out.
My eye staring to his, i couldn't speak. My heart was taking it all pretty bad, it was breaking apart seeing him like this.
"Can't you come back?"
"I.." i trailed off as i looked at his eyes. "Don't miss you."
Finally his tears that taunted to fall, falls. He wipes it away and stares at the soil below us. Once again, my heart breaks. It was all a lie, i did miss him so bad like how he missed me, but i can't tell him that.
"Don't be like this." He growls. "Don't be like this." He repeats.
"What do you mean? I've always been like this."
He stares at me, and i did too.
Even after all i've done to him, he was still tailing me right the very end, even telling me he loves me still. But will he say that once he remembers what i did?
He was pulled in too and everyone he loves, by my sin. Didn't i tell? My sin was so great. Like a black hole, pulling everyone inside it.
He comes a step close.
"Don't come near me."
He takes another one.
"I said don't!"
He embraced me once again, this time tighter. "Why are you being like this? What did i do wrong."
It's not your fault, it's mine.
"Come back with me, i'll cherish you forever just don't run away again." He adds, sincerity in it.
"But i don't deserve you.." i sobbed, my defenses crumbling hard. "I Christal from BlueStone pack reje-"
I was cut off immediately when our lips connected, feeling the thousands electricity all throughout my body i couldn't help but moan in pleasure. I felt the month that i was away from him was the reason why i couldn't resist this, my eyes going darker for lust.
For more.
Wrapping my hands around his neck, he slams me beside a tree and carries me, my legs wrapping around his waist. I was too deep in pleasure to even think at all, his hands going all over my body as he kisses me passionately.
But it ended quickly when his lips parted from me, my eyes still darker, i growled because he pulled away while i was still on the verge of pleasure.
"Don't you ever do that again." He says in a serious manner. Caressing my cheeks, i nodded and kissed him again.
I.. was beginning to loose my mind.
"What do we have here?" Herus suddenly appears.
Before we can even get further, my mate stops, turning his head behind him and growling at Herus with all his might.
My eyes widened, shit what was i doing?
"You." The Alpha King was so angry that you could feel the anger from his voice, it even scared me.
"No!" I said stopping him, i hugged his back. "Don't kill him."
"Playtime's over Christal, go home with me." He smirks, making my mate even angrier.
"I'll kill you!"
I quickly got infront of The Alpha King and spread both arms to prevent him from coming closer to him. "Don't. You'll start another war."
"Then let there be war! I DON'T CARE AS LONG I KILL HIM." He hissed at him.
Using my wolf speed, i quickly get away from him and stood in front of Herus, now protecting him away from my mate. "Kill him, you'll have to kill me too."
"Wow, you're protecting me." Herus pretends to be astonished.
"Why the fuck are you even here?" I whispered at him.
"Your make-out session wasn't a pleasant thing to watch." He smiles, a small anger hidden from it.
"Why are you protecting him!"
"Let us go or just go." I said.
That must've let him snap because after saying those words, he quickly let his wolf take over him. His werewolf form standing infront of us in all glory, his fur black as the dark.
He growled in hunger for blood.
"You are not killing him!" I shouted.
He growls at me, the trees almost bent to the power he blew towards us. Feeling the sweat drop from my face, this was the first time i'm feeling fear once again. I looked around and spotted that nightcrawler.
Damn it! That's why i'm feeling fear.
"I'll fight him." Herus says.
"No. You're going home before he can berserk and kill you."
"I'm not leaving you." He smiles.
"I won't run away with him, just go!"
"I don't believe you."
"Ugh!" I groaned, Fucking stubborn!
I closed my eyes, starting with shifting. I felt my body transforming into my white wolf. I felt lighter, maybe it's because it's been a while since i shifted into my wolf.
Herus eyes widened.
He didn't have any intention of harming me so he shifted back to his human form.
"This is not the end, i'll get you back." My mate says.
I turned away, signaling Herus to get to my back, he followed. When he was there i didn't took a second to even look at my mate and fled away from that place.
I'm sorry, but i won't be coming back to you.
