Chapter 121
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"Just let me stay beside you, i can help you protect this pack." i barely managed to say.
He glares at me. "Do you think i'll need someone to do my job for me? am i that weak in your eyes?"
I shook my head. "That's not it, i'm just giving you the authority to use me however you want, to throw me away or keep me if it suits you!"
Even when i said those words, it hurt me to think that this was the only way i could think of to stay beside him. That i was forced to this situation, the moment he wanted to kick me out of his pack.
I gripped his hand that was cupping my cheeks and pushed him off me.
"Hah." He scoffs, his eyes piercing through me. "The moment you stepped in my territory, i was already the authority. You want me to use you? How the hell do you expect me to trust a lousy liar?"
My eye cowered, averting his gaze that almost saw the weakness that i showed for a split second.
'Endure it, Christal, he just doesn't remember you.' I repeatedly told my self. 'How do i stay by his side? i can't think of anything since he already have a lot of witches and warriors. Just what the hell am i blabbering in the first place? protect the pack? me?! i can't believe i made up such a stupid excuse!'
"You really have no other use." He trailed off, gripping the strands of my hair at the back.
I whimpered in pain, staring at his gold gaze.
"But since you seduced me, you should feel responsible," he said before he forcibly kisses me, feeling his other arm tightening around my waist, I tried to push him away, using both of my hands against his chest.
'When did i seduce you?!' i wanted to slap him so bad.
He growls, biting my lip.
He fucking bit me!
Blood oozing from the wound, he continued, as if he was punishing me.
If it wasn't for him losing his memories, then i would have probably bitten him back. Yet I couldn't do it, the thought that if the only method for me to stay by his side is this? then i'll accept it.
Trying to keep up with his hungry lips, i almost screamed when his hand went inside my clothes. His hands traveling around it, it was not long before he ripped it apart.
For some reason, i didn't hate it. I was even responding to his kisses better than before, anticipating what he does next.
He grips my thighs and wrapped it around his, carrying me with strong arms. I hissed at every kiss he did on my neck, he sucked on it like he wanted it to bleed.
He then strode towards the bed, throwing me aggressively.
He pants hard, his eyes full of lust. "You want to be useful right? then don't you dare fight back."
My eyes widened. 'Calm down, you know this is the only way.'
"Now." He said with a dominant voice. "Bend for me."
When he said that, i couldn't believe myself when my arousal doubled at the tone of his voice. Even when i'm being forced to submit to his needs, it was as if i also wanted this.
I wanted him to embrace me.
So i did what he asked.
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My body ached like hell.
It was already nighttime, Zyrus already left due to pack matters.
I still couldn't believe that we f*cked all day long, i mean i know he was a capable werewolf but to this extent? this really almost killed me. Just how can that guy torture me like that for a whole freaking day?!
I tried to turn around the bed, cursing at the pain on my lower back and the pain around my thighs.
I sighed. "Damn it, i haven't eaten all day long because of him. How does he even expect me to walk around in pain like this?"
Well it's not like he did care what happened to me.
Finally sitting up, i decided that i should force my legs to stand even if i had to use my powers. I placed one leg down and the other, gripping the covers i forced myself up.
Only to fall on the ground.
[ah fucking hell! why is my body so weak?! it wasn't like this when we did it before!] i reached out to Gina.
'Well of course, you no longer have the body of a werewolf, it makes sense your body wouldn't be able to handle the effects of having rough sex with AlphaKing' She giggles.
[No! if i have to use my body for him, then i can't be so weak like this! you have to help me. Can i convert magic to energy?]
'No. You could just cover yourself with magic, try lifting yourself up by it' She laughs again.
[You think i didn't thought of that?! ANOTHER METHOD!!]
'Fine Fine, then just heal your body. Treat your body as if it was covered in wounds.'
"Got it." I inhaled deeply, closing my eyelids.
I directed my magic within my body, traveling around my systems, i felt lighter as the tissue and limbs started to heal up, the swollen layers of muscle reform back to its state.
I opened my eyes, standing up, i felt joy as it worked like magic- well it is magic.
"This is it. I can do this!"
