Chapter 50
1234words
The Alpha King hasn't come back since she brought her here, in Maria. It's almost the morning and i was lying on my bed, wondering the situations that has happened. Everything was a blur, all of it was in pieces, the puzzles isn't solved yet.
And when the white witches suddenly comes here undetected just means one thing, that the Alpha King was once a fallen species. A fallen species is a term used for criminals or monster in the heavens.
That's why no one knows his name, because the Great white witch took it away from him, and surely along with some memories.
And.. when they came.. i really felt weird. It's like something inside of me was going to burst or i felt really light, like i was floating in place. Surely the Great White Witch knows everything.
I sat up, still feeling some dizziness from using too much magic recently. I was trying to make an anesthetic for magic. So she won't feel it being extracted away from her.
I have to see her again, see if the she's alright.
I finally stood up and wore a cardigan, dashing through the door with only slippers on, i headed towards Maria.
I felt something was going to happen.
CHRISTAL's POV
Why.
Why?
Why.
That word repeated hundredths of times on my head. I felt empty and exhausted, i don't know why he put me here. Why he's letting me suffer in this filthy place. That Syrena told me that something was inside of me.
What? What the fuck is inside me?!
Tears fell on my cheeks, i couldn't help the pain. I murmured repeatedly to stop being a drama queen but it just won't stop. I just felt.. like he's thrown me out. He hasn't visited since he brought me here.
I don't give a fuck about something inside of me! I just want to see him.
I just want to touch him.. i just want to hug him right now.
I felt myself overthinking limitless that it was almost driving me insane. I held my head and sobbed endlessly in a dark corner of the room.
[Gina, help me. It hurts, make it stop.]
"You can't stop pain, you can just let it pass by but it'll come back again."
[You're talking? How suprising.]
"Missed me?"
[I want to choke you to death.]
"Even at times like this you can joke around, you shouldn't let you guard down. You're going to be cured, but them pain will come see you again.. and in that time it'll be way more painful than now."
[What? You mean when they take out this think inside of me? You know it do you?]
"Yes."
[Well? What the fuck is inside there besides you?]
"Don't worry about it, i just want you to be cured."
[How long has it been there?]
[Gina!]
I.. heard some of them say that a witch was inside of me. But why would there be one? And why haven't i noticed it until now? Answers.
Answers was still missing. Or memories?
No. It just feels like i'm missing some moments, like some of my life was cut off. But why do i feel like that? Or i'm just assuming things.
But i'm actually good at guessing.
"Christal." A man's voice towards the metal bars, a familiar voice.
I wanted to look up or answer but i felt exhausted and depressed, i don't want to socialize to anybody right now, i might explode. I just don't know what to do anymore, i know that i'm a competitive she-wolf .
But right now, because of him I've lost all hopes.
I heard the cage open, but i didn't move. I lowkey sniffed the air and my eyes widened. Slowly, i raised my head and saw kiel lowering himself as he looks at my eyes, a pained expression plastered at his face. "Christal?"
I stared blankly at him. "Where is.. he?" My voice hoarse.
"He's not coming."
Once again, i started sobbing. "No, stop telling me that he won't! Not you! Not Syrena!-"
He grabs my shoulder and pulls me into a hug. "I don't know why he's treating you like this."
"Why? Is it because he's disgusted of what's inside of me? Or he's disgusted by me?"
He hugs me tighter, my sobs only worsening. "Why? How Could he let that dream night turn into a nightmare."
The day on the lake, where Syrena restrained me.
I just don't understand why do they have to do that, they could've just told me and i'll let myself be cured easily. But.. he did this. He agreed on locking me in Maria in the process of hurting me mentally.
He spoke those words.. those shitty lies!
'You're conclusion is wrong Christal, stop overthinking, he cares-'
[Shut up Gina.]
I felt my blood boil, i knew i wanted to be angry. I don't want to feel this pain anymore, i wanna cover it with fury and anger. So finally this tears might stop.
"I'm taking you out of here." Kiel said.
My eyes turned red, i felt my body surge and i also felt the cage reacting to me activating it. I burst it into maximum level that the cage shook. Some rocks falling around us, kiel carrying me on his back and getting out of the cage.
But before he could do that, i quickly got down and pounced at him. Wrapping my hands on his neck. "Why are you doing this?"
I coughed up blood.
"L-Luna.." he touches my hand that's choking him. "I- I couldn't sleep knowing that you're being held here l-like this."
Is he also lying?
"Then that means you've betrayed RedBloodMoon. Just for petty feelings?" I let go and he coughs in air.
"It's not petty." He touches his neck. "It's caring."
"I don't need your help! Stop getting involved with me. I plan to talk to him using my own way. I don't need a traitor-"
"We have to get out now-"
I slapped him hard. "Aren't you listening?! I don't need anyone's help! If you get caught you'll be punished severely and i won't be able to do anything."
"Maria.. isn't a place for you."
"RedBloodMoon isn't also my place." I bitterly laughed. "I don't belong here. I.. belong to him." I cried.
He suddenly holds my hand. "I'm forever loyal to you, only to you. I will follow you everywhere and protect you. I swear my loyalty here Christal."
"How could you say that? You also swore loyalty to RedBloodMoon. Don't do this kiel, don't destroy something that you can't get anymore." I replied.
He plans me to get out of here, meaning that we have to fled away from this pack because he betrayed redbloodmoon and pursued to let me escape. But i don't want to be far away from him. Yes it hurts a lot, but i still love him.
But he doesn't care anymore.. should i really escape for now? I think i need time to think, i tried to get angry but i couldn't. I just felt sad and hurt, which was weird because i know myself i wasn't like that.
I'm always angry.
But i can't do it now, not to him.
"I don't care about me." He smiles. "My brain has stopped functioning days ago."
What does that mean?
