Chapter 165
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I took a long and fast strides as I walkde away from the omega’s apartments. Stella was sent to the hospital. With Ralph accompanying her, she would surely recover soon.
Kylian's words just now were repeated in my mind over and over again. He said that he could not be marked by me. He rejected and didn’t want me again!
My heart was terribly aching and my mood became more gloomier than the night’s starless dark sky.
“I love you…”
I could no longer count how many times did Kylian said that he love me. I wasn’t blind. I’ve seen all his efforts, and I’ve heard all his please.
However, his words and actions always seemed to contradict each other, making it all seem so complicated.
After saying he loves me, he’d always end up doing something that would greatly heart me.
He gave me the most beautiful love words, the best snacks and flowers. But when it came to what I really wanted, he backed down.
He couldn’t even do something that Stella would even beg Ralph for.
Why couldn’t he let me mark him? Was he ashame to bear my mark? What? He didn’t want to be laughed of, thinking that he’d bear the Omega’s mark? Would he change his mind if he knew that I’m the Lycan Princess?
Bitterness filled my heart even more at that thought.
“What a liar!” I vented out as I continued to walk back to my residence with a fast beating heart due to overwhelming anger.
He said he could dedicate his life to me… “Huh! Who is he kidding?” I scoffed.
Kylian knew the kingdom law better than most of werewolves. He could say such thing so easily because he knew that no one would dare to risk their own life to assassinate an Alpha. Much less, a known and remarkable alpha like himself.
Omgea….
It’s funny how much one’s title could bring either huge difficulties or huge advantage.
For him, I’m still an omega – someoen who wouldn’t dare to do anything like that. He said he’d sacrife his life and let me kill him… But that’s only because he thought I wasn’t capable of it.
As soon as I arrived home, I closed the door and let my body fell on the bed like a rogdoll, feeling completely exhausted and in despair.
“Ms. Della, what happened? Are you alright?” In panic due to my reaction, Dianna came in a hurry to aid me.
I closed my eyes and covered my face with my arm, as if to hide from the reality. “I want to have a good night rest. You can go.”
Silence filled the room. After a while, I hear her hesistant steps before she turned off the lights and close the door as she left the room, givign me the space I so much needed at the moment.
Not only was I emotionally in despair because of Kylian, but I was also physically worn off by the posion that Margot had mixed in that incense.
I could feel that it’s not fatal though and would be healed by my wolf soon enough with proper rest.
Once I had recovered a bit of strength, I took a quick shower before lying down on the bed again.
I looked at the side and through the window, feeling more sad that I ever been before.
The more I thought about what happened and how Kylian had declined my mark, I couldn’t help but feel devastated.
In fact, I had no intention of actually marking him. After seeing how much Stella and Ralph each other and how much they could sacrifice for each other, I just felt the envy of having the same intensity of love.
I wanted to test Kylian if his love for me was as deep as that… Un fortunately, he rejected my mark without hesitation.
For the first time, I felt like Kylian probably never truly loved me. Before, I still had a few hopes… But now, it seemed to be slowly vanishing after he proved it over and over again.
“You’ve always wanted to divorce him anyway… It’s for the better. If it makes you feel better, just cry it all out. Then forget about him.” Trisha suddenly spoke.
I let out a smile as slight relief filled me. “You’re back.”
“Won’t be leaving you for the world, honey.” She teased.
“As if you can,” I retorted and we both laugh a little for a few seconds before sadness built up in me again.
Hearign her back and hearing her comfort, my pain surfaced even more.
I choked up as grievances that build up in my heart had formed so big that I could no longer conceal all of it in hiding.
“What did I suffer all this years for?” I asked in pain.
I’ve endured all of the tortures from Margot and Natasha over and over again. I acted submissive to Luke and many pack members. I even faced all of Flora’s provocation in a matured and gentle manner.
But what did I gain from all that suffering? Nothing but pain.
I thought if I do that before, everything would eventually work out and I’d be Kylian’s one and true love. But it seemed like I was only living a fairytale.
I was so wrong to think like that, only to find now that he was just a liar.
A swindler who said he love me, but when asked to prove it, he backs down.
He never loved me…. As I thought of that, a silent tear fell from my eyes, followed by more tears.
I was on the verge of breaking further down when my phone from the night stand suddenly rang.
Sitting, I wiped my tears away, composed myself and looked at the screen to find that Albert was calling.
“Hello?” I answered.
“Were you crying? What happened? Did Kylian bullied you again?” Albert asked one after another.
‘How did he know?’ I wondered silently. I only said one word and he’s miles away from me. And yet, he seemed to know me so well to already put things together.
Shaking my head, I made sure not to choke and denined firmly, “No, I’m not. Everything fine. Why did you called?”
“It’s nothing. I suddenly felt a bit uncomfortable and felt like you are hurt so I called to check on you…”
“What?” I asked, confused and stunned.
“An image of you being chase and attack by another wolf flashed in my mind, so I had to quickly call you despite the time,” he explained, making me even more bewildered.
How could he sense something like that? Was it because our wolf’s bond had been so strong after being a good friend for a long time?
That’s really amazing!
I smiled, feeling happy about his concern. It’s nice to know that someone was worrying and caring about me.
“Thank you. I’m really luck to have a friend like you. Don’t worry, I’m fine. Everything’s fine,” I assured him.
“Now, come on. No need to be so polite with me. I’d do anything for you, Princess. Including doing to a battlefield. For you, I’d calm things here in Wakeland as soon as possible,” he sweetly replied which undeniably touched my heart.
When I remained silent, he added, “Della, please rest assured, I am now a man who can truly protect you.”
