Chapter 75
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One step after another. My entire body was aching and on the verge of collapsing but I still tried hard to continue walking to where Della resides.
With heavy breaths, I opened her door without knocking.
All my hopes shattered at this moment as I witnessed Della on the same bed with Albert. They were so close to each other, almost kissing. What’s more, Albert was topless.
I didn’t want to believe what Henry said, but I didn’t know what to think at that moment. My mind completely went blank.
My heart clenched. I swallowed and clenched my hands into a fist, frozen in my place. I was so badly injured for her sake, and there she was being intimate with another man.
How ridiculous.
My wounds split again because of my movements and blood flowed down my arm to my fingers, dripped onto the ground. But I couldn’t feel it.
Breathe, Kylian, take a deep breath.
"Fuck!" my wolf howled loudly, "I'm ashamed of you, Kylian! You are too weak to take back and control your Luna!"
I opened my mouth to defend myself, but I couldn't.
My wolf was right. I lost the game.
I wanted to go there and attack Albert, but I couldn't either… I was so drained that I couldn't move an inch from where I was.
Della spotted me, but I can't talk to her now. I turned around, straightened my back and left with my last dignity intact.
I couldn't handle it anymore… not this time.
How could she...
As soon as I walked a few steps away from her room, I collapsed on the ground. My entire body was aching and throbbing as I felt the cold liquid of blood dripping from my open wound. But all that couldn’t be compared to how much my heart was bleeding right now.
"Alpha…" Henry came just in time and helped me up.
I was like a lifeless body as I let the pack doctor treat my wound. One after another, gauze and bandages covered with blood filled the basin beside him.
He also gave me herbal medicine to counteract the effects of wolfsbane in my blood.
"Close the door. I don't want to see anyone," I told Henry, and he nodded before going to the door to guard in case someone knocked and came in.
The doctor was about to finish when I heard frantic knocks on the door and Della's voice. She was begging Henry to let her come in to visit me.
Ah. Doesn't she think it's too late? She spent intimate time with another man and then came here to visit me? What does she think of me? Her illegal lover?
How dare she!
I heard Henry reject her coldly, and then her voice was full of anxiety then.
I closed my eyes. Fine, I lost again.
“Let her in,” I instructed.
Henry's expression showed that he didn't like my decision, but he followed it anyway and opened the door.
"You're finally willing to see me, huh? You still care for me?" I was foolish to have my hopes up when I saw her reaction as she saw my condition.
Her eyes trembled, and she took a step closer to me. She was indeed worried. Foolishly, that made my heart skip a beat.
I wanted to know what she was exactly here for, but when I heard that she sought me out for Albert's sake, jealousy crept into me. Of course, she wouldn’t come voluntarily for me. What have I been expecting?
"Hold it in. Act as an Alpha. Don't do something stupid just because of jealousy,' I conditioned myself.
“Keep it in,” I reminded my wolf, who was also fuming mad behind my head. True mate or chosen mate, he didn’t want the feeling of being betrayed as much as I didn’t want to.
Honestly, I learned about what Nancy had done. I could punish her. In fact, I should. However, when I learned that Della illegally punished and captivated Nancy, I had to stop.
Once I punished Nancy, I would also have to punish Della, and I couldn't do anything to hurt her.
As an alpha, it's my duty to be fair. But what else could I do? How could I stomach hurting the woman I love? Hence, I rather turn a blind eye.
"Please…Can you accept this deal?" she asked while being so close to me. Her every breath and touch was giving, making me anxious and excited, almost making me lose rationality.
But those same actions of hers were made for a totally different reason I couldn’t accept.
The woman I love, my Luna, stripped herself naked together with her dignity just to save another man. She's willing to have sex with me but for the sake of another. How messed up was that?
I was trying my best to prevent myself from doing anything that would hurt the both of us, and not to give in to her. However, the moment she removed her clothes and came close to me, I instantly had a hard-on and lost control of myself and my wolf.
She said that if I were not to help her, she would have sex with Albert just so she could save him. So seeing her back as she started to leave my room, I completely lost control of the idea of her going back to another man to be intimate.
Suddenly, despite the excruciating pain I was feeling, I stood up and went to her.
“Alpha, for the next few days, you must not do any strenuous activity, or else your wound might split open again. If that happens, your recovery will prolong.” I still remember that the pack doctor said that, but all I thought at this moment was to make love with Della and show her that she should be with no one but me!
This was the most perfect but most painful sex I've ever had.
I watched her gasp and moan from my impact, and I felt so satisfied and proud. But then I thought about whether she would become this slutty because of another man.
So I didn't allow her to cum, I controlled my speed to keep her between pleasure and pain, and I choked her, asked her who she belonged to! I was overwhelmed with anger and pleasure at the same time. Finally, I saw her gorgeous eyes as she looked at me, and I suddenly reached my climax and thrust all my length into her.
After that, I dropped beside her, catching my breath.
Just at that moment, I felt how my wound started to open, and the excruciating pain increased in me.
Letting her see my wounds would make me look like a dog begging and wagging its tail for food , which would make me even more undignified. I will never allow this to happen.
“Get out!” I immediately ordered, fearing that I would start bleeding out.
Moments later, I felt her standing up.
“I… Can I borrow some clothes?” she asked.
I stopped for a moment and saw my shirt from the ground.
Instantly, I threw it at her.
If she was to wear my clothes when she got back, Albert would surely know what happened to Della and me. My scent would still be on her. At least that way, I could put a claim on her.
If Albert was any decent, he would know to back off from her.
