Chapter 59
1007words
"Then what was all that blood for" I asked looking at her confused.
"Well let's say you had your periods" she said shrugging off her shoulders with an amused face looking at me.
"A woman can have her periods once or twice in her pregnancies some mistake it for a miscarriage just like you but they are not.
It happens to some people well not frequently but it does as a miscarriage is more painful than normal period crams but your won't come back unless the tests are wrong which I am sure they arent or if mother natured decides other way" she said and with a last smile she walked out.
As I looked at abelardo he was looking at me.
Adoration written in his eyes making me shy.
"The doctor said your body was in shock and tired yesterday" abelardo said coming to sit next to me.
"I won't ever leave you alone like I did yesterday.
It was stupid of me to talk to you like that and risking both your lives." He said pulling me to his chest.
"Did she just say children??" I asked looking at him.
"Yes I fathered three" he said a smirk appearing at his face making my eyes pop out of their sockets.
"You mean I will be carrying three in my stomach at once" I looked at him groaning as he loudly laughed.
Hitting his chest painfully for laughing at me he laughed even louder releasing me.
Walking out to give me and the other visitors privacy he closed the door slowly but before he could even close it completely aria was rushing inside almost knocking him off his feet
Shaking his head he walked out.
She ran towards me hugging the life out of me.
She started talking telling me all that I missed here and there and when she was done jinelle walked in doing the same talking and for a really long time they kept me company.
Franco came and even ulbretch was there as he ranted on how I scared him to death and stuff but when they were all done my mom entered slowly.
As if she was a queen.
She was
The air seemed to changed and all over sudden my emotions took over breaking me into half.
As if they were sliccing through me making me weak making it painful not the physical pain but the emotional and pyscological pain.
She sat there letting my cry just holding my hand.
"Why do I feel like I am lost mom.
Why do I feel like everything is going wrong in the wrong path.
Why does it feel like I am messing big" I asked through sobs.
She was the only emotions doctor I knew.
The only one who could comfort me and make it all better for me.
"Breath baby
First breath" she said running her thumb on my palm.
For the next three minutes I tried to calm myself calming my racing heart.
"Good now can you tell me without crying
I want to hear it all" she said smoothly.
After I poured all my emotions on her shoulders.
Putting all my problems down next to her I looked at her.
She looked at me thinking eyes focused on me.
"You have a wound that you think you have created yourself.
But you know you can't create a wound alone baby there is a cause behind it all.
I might not know who or what but a wound heals over time baby try going with time.
Try doing what you live with what you love and the people around you.
Focus on your unborn children it is not good on your health to worry yourself out" she said looking at me.
"And if you feel like you keep messing up talk to the person you think you have wronged.
You might think that but you don't know about them
You don't know what they think so the good answer is to talk and if you want to stay in that relationship of yours you have to talk Samah.
Allow yourself to let your pride down even though you think it is none of your fault
If a relationship doesn't have a conversion it will die down" she said finishing.
But I wanted to know one thing how do you be a parent.
"Mom before you go" I said after zooming to space.
She was beginning to take her purse that she kept next to me when she came.
"I am scared of being a parent mom" I said looking down.
Hearing her quietly laugh I looked at her.
"Dont worry honey
Everyone gets scared but you will do just fine instead you will be the best mom ever.
Your children are going to love you just like how you love them" she said and kept a kiss on my forehead before heading to the door.
"Tomorrow you will be out make sure to talk and have a full grown conversion" she said adding a wink with a full smile on her.
Seeming surprised of her actions I just nodded my head.
Samah~~~
I didn't spend too much time at the hospital
After two days they released me
I was drinking my pineapple lemon smoothie as I listened to Martha rambling about the hot guys she saw at the gym when she went.
I was on my first month and I was as lazy as a koala
I didn't want to move I just wanted to stay in my bed
In my swing chair and to the balcony watching the sun set.
Abelardo wasn't home much just like how he used to be.
Coming home late and going just as early.
I was getting tired of it especially when Martha had a day stay in and ari doing her job since she got her own apartment.
It was boring here and the workers around the house didn't help much.
