Chapter 58
1001words
I hopped the ultra sounds would make you smile and the pregnancy tests would make you happy.
But I guess not" I said shaking my head feeling emotional all over sudden.
He was still there looking at me with those emotionless eyes.
Blank face making me squirt under his eyes.
"But on top of all that you once promised me to stay but you didn't.
You promised me to not leave me alone but you broke those promises.
You left me to be miserable for two weeks and on top of that when I called you to find comfort you pushed me away.
You may leave as you did before I am sure my existence doesn't matter to you anymore" he said then stood up heading to the door.
Slamming it shut I heard the downstairs door being done the same as I sat there crying
Secretly crying for all what he did.
How could he blame all that on me.
How could he blame all the faults on me.
I had my own reasons to leave but what he left me with made my tears even more heavy as I looked at it.
He still had the ring my beautiful ring.
It was still there
He made the effort to look for it and walk with it in his pocket.
With shaky hands I too it.
It was still the same three stone ring that I had I didn't know how many karats it had neither did I care but all that I cared was that I had it back.
Slipping it on my ring finger back I curled myself to cry.
Why did I act like a child.
Why did I do all that without any explanation.
Most of all why did I break my promises.
The promises that I made to the most important person to me in the world most my world.
Curlying in the hole filled corner I closed my eyes slowly falling into slumber but the pain that shot in my stomach was not to me ignored but I did.
I ignored it
I was being shaken violently with my name being called.
Not liking to be woken up I weakly waved a hand shooing the person that was disturbing me.
"Samah please wake up you are scaring me and you are bleeding please wake up" the voice said still shaking.
When I heard the word bleeding I immediately shot up asking where and when I saw the blood pudle between my legs my heart speed accelerated.
"W... w... wa... what happened" I asked shaking.
I knew what the bleeding meant but I didn't want to believe it.
I was in shock.
No I couldn't lose my baby.
I didn't even realise I was being carried in a car.
As ulbretch speed off to the hospital I made a quick prayer begging God to protect both my unborn baby and me and when I finished I was feeling extra weak.
Extra weak that I didn't hear ulbretch calling my name.
"Samah don't close your eyes okay.
I know you are in pain but you have to keep your eyes open we don't know what happened to you but you need to keep your eyes open" he said panicking.
Well I couldn't keep my eyes open and I was not in pain excel for the small stomachache I was having which was scaring me.
As the doctors came rushing to me lifting me off from ulbretch's hands I started trashing.
I didn't want to hear anything.
I didn't want to be told that I lost my baby because I would not believe it.
" I am here with you.
I called Samuel he is coming he will be here on less than five minutes." Ulbretch said sqeezing my hand as he was stopped.
As sleep engulfed me in I let my eyes close at their own giving me a little peace.
Lights.
Too much light was disturbing my sleep.
What was wrong with things nowadays no one or nothing wanted to give me peace and let me sleep.
Slowly opening my eyes I was met with white all white.
Where was I.
As I heard soft breathings of a person I looked at my side.
A head of soft black hair was on my bed as I ran a hand softly on it I heard the person grunt making me remove it.
"Don't stop" I heard him say through the hoarse voice of the morning.
"Good morning" a set of honey eyes were looking at me one point being gray and one point honey.
Feeling confused at the fact the he was talking to me as if nothing has happened I moved further but the wired connected to me stopping me.
Upon seeing my actions his handsome face was turned into a frown.
"I will call the doctors" he said standing up but I held his hand looking at him.
His eyes softened as he looked in my way.
I wanted to cry for disappointing him but I showed him a sign of water.
Almost rushing to the glass of water that was on the side of the bed he handed me the glass.
"I am sorry.
I am so so sorry" I said shaking my head.
I was sorry for breaking the promises I made to him and losing his child.
How could I be so careless.
Smiling at me softly he walked out of the room.
Why didn't he say anything to me.
After a while he came back with a doctor a female one may I add he was smiling widely behind her as he made eye contact with me.
I looked confused to the doctor silently asking her why he was smiling after losing a child.
"Hi Samah I am doctor Sanchez.
I know you think you had a miscarriage but you didn't.
