Chapter 53
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That was the question that kept flowing in my mind.
"Don't worry you will do fine just be there and be yourself" she said patting my shoulder before taking my hand in hers taking me to stylist.
"You did it baby girl" Franco said giving me a hug.
I was exhausted.
Very exhausted.
The full meaning of exhausted.
It was nine p.m
We had been shooting since four until nine that was when we finished.
I was tired hungry and drained.
In the middle if my shooting Ulbretch and Abelardo came to watch me which made me very happy that they showed themselves but who ever came after one hour they arrived was the last person I wanted to see.
Lesley made an appearance so dramatic it mad me agitated.
She asked for a Photoshoot but the photographer told her a strict no.
He was working and his working schedule was not the one to be messed with.
When she was refused she looked at me with such much hatred that it threw me off the edge.
What was wrong with her I didn't know.
She went to Abelardo asked him if they could talk outside in private and they have been gone for twenty minutes which gave me suspensions.
I was in my changing room the stylist gave me my own privacy after I finished the photoshoot and left.
I was removing the remains makeup when I felt a sudden urge to go in the bathroom that was all the way across the hall.
Okay I can hold up for a minute.
Nope.
I couldn't hold it any longer.
I opened the door and immediately wished I didn't open it.
The scene in front of me brought tears blurring my eyes.
Abelardo
Lesley.
I thought he wouldn't cheat.
I though he was loyal but I guess I was wrong.
Abelardo and Lesley stood there in the middle of the hall kissing.
His face was turned away from me his back facing and as if lesley felt me or something she opened her eyes and winked.
I slammed the door close causing both of them to jump away from each other.
I didn't care if they heard me or not I was tired.
Tired of everything that was happening
Tired of every lie.
"Samah what you saw there was not what it looked like" he said standing at the door panting.
"That's what they all said" I murmured.
"Why did you kiss her Abelardo.
Tell me why would you do that to me.
You knew very well that I was in this room abelardo.
And to the top of it you are engaged about to get married but you go ahead and kiss your ex in front of your fiancé door"
"Why just tell me why!" I asked looking at him the tears threatening to fall.
"Just why" I whispered.
He looked at me for a moment his eyes not giving any emotion his face blank and I held his eyes until he broke the contact.
"It is not like I slept with her" he said darkly.
I though I heard wrong.
My heart skipped for a moment.
"What did you say?" I asked again not believing what my ears made me hear.
"I said its not like I slept with her" he said darkly followed by a non humorous chuckle that gave me chills.
That was when all the tears came.
I dropped the tissue I was holding to wipe out my make up and stood up.
I couldn't believe him.
How could he say that in a moment like this.
Was this what he had to say as his excuse for cheating.
That it was not like he slept with her.
Was that what he called cheating but not locking lips with another woman.
I looked at his face.
He was not even looking at me.
"Is that why you treated me like shit?
Is that why for one fucking year you had no damn respect for me.
Is that why the whole damn time you didn't want to trust me?" I shouted in his face.
My voice was loud I didn't Care and his mouth was open because it was his first time hearing me curse but I didn't care.
He could fuck off.
"Because you didn't consider this shit real!
Did you even consider our relationship real.
Did you?" I shouted the last part.
"Of course I did." He said his voice rising.
That was when I laughed at him.
At his voice.
"Don't raise your fucking voice at me and I am very thrilled to know you considered it real because I am done here" I said looking at him.
"I am so done with your mistreatment
Your not so carering attitude
I am so done tell your mother that I can't do this anymore.
You have hurt me way too much to deal with I am so done" I said standing up throwing the ring somewhere I that I didn't care.
He immediately took a hold of my hand making me look dead in his eyes.
"You can't do this" he said his voice now cracking.
For a moment I gave in but I remembered that night.
The night he came home with her behind him the way he looked at me as if I was nothing in his eyes and I couldn't do it.
I snatched my hand out of his grip causing me to knock over my purse which had the ultrasound pictures and the pregnancy tests.
He turned around looking at the now scattered pregnancy tests and the pictured.
"Your pregnant" he said turning to look at me.
"Three weeks" and with that I walked away leaving him stunned frozen into space and when I reached where Lesley was standing I gave her a blow.
A blow I knew that broke her nose.
Then walked away.
I was so done.
Samah~~~
With the long pink shirt I was wearing I opened the door to my room heading to the elevator.
