Chapter 33
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When he looked in my sad and tear filled eyes his smile immediately droped as I stood up and walked toward where he was standing.
I opened the door wider making him remove his arm as I walked past him.
Before I could walk longer he jogged catching up with me and he stood and grabbed my hand.
I immediately stopped and looked in his questioning eyes.
I felt a single tear fall from my eyes and when he brought his hand to wipe it I immediately turned to the side and snatched my hand away from his hold procceding my walk.
When I reached in my room I closed the door locking it as I threw myself on the bed and brought a pillow as I started crying loudly.
My cries were muffled with the pillow and just like that no one could hear me.
I turned myself and looked to the ceiling my head paining more and more but did nothing to call for help.
My breathing started to shallow and the ceiling started to spin.
I heard a knock on the door followed by my name and I immediately knew that it was Abelardo.
I didn't open because I couldn't and had no strength not that I would have opened it if I was okay anyway.
I felt myself sink and everything went black.
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"She will be okay Mr Mendoza but for now let her rest because apparently it looks like she has been overstressing herself" I heard the stranger say and the door close.
I fully opened my eyes and turned around taking in the surroundings.
I was in my room thank the heavens.
I finally met Abelardo's concerned and worried eyes.
"Water" was the only thing I said as I saw that water filled glass.
When I finished I passed him the glass and looked at him waiting for an explanation.
"You fainted samah
What were thinking when you closed yourself in here samah." He said he voice getting a little higher.
"Martha was dead worried I forced her to go home but I couldn't do anything for Mrs Walters who is busy making you soup" he said looking at me.
Was he finished.
"What happened yesterday Abelardo." That was what I wanted him to explain.
Not to tell me lies.
"Nothing" was the only answer I got in that voice that was meant to make you shut up and not add any other question.
"Then I was thinking nothing when I closed myself in here Abelardo because I was not worried about you.
Because I was not wondering what happened yesterday when you came home at four in the morning with your ex trailing behind you" I said back to him who avoided any emotions.
Right at the moment I felt like was not talking to Abelardo I was engaged to.
I felt like I was talking to the man who broke in my house two years ago.
"I don't have to explain myself to you samah if you trust me then you would know that I never cheat samah that is all you need to know.
We are engaged samah how don't you trust me" he asked running a hand through his hair.
He was talking about trust.
"Then why do you keep destroying the reasons I put up.
Why don't you give me reason to trust you then.
If it was you who saw me enter here at four in the morning with a stranger or my ex what would you have done?.
The usual to you.
You would have punched him and shouted at me for being a slut and unfaithful wouldn't you?" I asked him feeling my head start to slip again.
I wanted an explanation and him to tell me that I was wrong.
That he wouldn't say that to me.
But all I got was silence which proved me that he still would say all those words to me even now.
"I am faithful Mr Mendoza.
I do love you and would never accuse you of Something that I have no proof of.
But you are the opposite to that.
Do you even love me?" I asked that last question hoping for a better answer to make up for my head ache.
He didn't answer he voided any emotion and never met my eyes.
He didn't love me.
I let my tears fall as I watched him avoid any emotions.
"Get out" I said slowly as he turned to look at me.
"I said out!
Get out of my room.
I don't want to see you" I screamed at him who remained mutual.
I looked at the ring on my left finger and let out a loud sob.
He didn't propose to the main of love.
He lied.
I hated liars.
I slowly removed the ring off my finger and placed on the small night stand that was near the bed and saw him looking at me with his eyes remaining emotionless.
I bet he felt pleased when I removed the ring right.
I was not going to let this slide.
Because he didn't answer me it didn't mean that he didn't love me.
Right?
Something was wrong
Very wrong and I needed to find it out.
Samah~~~
It has been days since Abelardo started ignoring me.
Since the day I removed my ring he stormed out and three days later he hasn't spoken to me.
Neither of us made an effort to do so.
He always came late and I never waited for him anymore.
I finally found the strength to stretch out and slowly kept my legs down on the floor
I walked to the shower that was attached to my room and took a quick shower because I wanted to help downstairs.
I took my sweat pants then grabbed the nearest t-shirt I saw which smelled like Abelardo.
