Chapter 66: She deserves more
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A small smile tugged at Drake's lips but it quickly died when he saw me glaring at him. "Yours. Dakota is still here and I think we will need some privacy for what we need to talk about",
"Agreed", I said. "Come over after seven", Then I turned and matched back across the lawn to my front door. Seven would be here quick and I needed to get my head wrapped around that was going to take place tonight. It isn't going to be easy but it needs to be done.
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DRAKE'S POV.
Watching Lynn walk away and not run after her was the most hardest thing I have ever had to do. I wanted to run after her. I really did but there was a part of me that told me to put up. She just got done slapping the hell out of me and I knew she was still hurt and angry.
The fact that she is even giving me a chance to explain myself is amazing. Most women would tell me to fuck off and never speak to me again. But Lynn was different. She had the right to be pissed the hell at me. I was fine with that but there's one one word that she said that caught up my attention.. .. something about the Sadism.. We really needed to talk.
"Missy! Dezzy!", I shouted matching into my living room where I found them sitting on the couch with Dakota, laughing at something on Dakota's phone. They all looked at me but Dakota's face is the only one that reflected what was truly going on here. The girls were all clueless and that was my fault.
To be fair I didn't exactly have time to tell them about Lynn. Well not entirely, anyway. Dakota filled them on my love life in the corniest way possible but it was true. I was a love struck puppy.
"Don't you two ever answer my front door nearly naked again", I scolded.
Dakota's eyes went huge. "Lynn is back?",
I nodded grinding my teeth together.
"That was Lynn", Dezzy shrieked, covering her mouth. "Holy shit! Drake she is gorgeous!",.
I glared at her. "Yeah, and you almost fucked up for me",
"She might have thought, you three were........", Dakota started but my piercing glare made her trail off in mid sentence.
"Get dressed", I growled, turning to head into the kitchen. Lynn wanted me to come over after seven and she better know that I will literally be there one minute past.
I'm ready to tell her everything and I should kick myself for not telling her sooner.
"Hey", Dakota whispered making me to jump.
I spun around and I saw her walking towards me, leaning against the counter next to me.
"Don't best yourself, D. I know what you thinking right now and I want you to stop it",
I chuckled shaking my head. "You have no idea of what I'm thinking about",
"No?, So you're not sitting in here mentally yelling at yourself for not coming home earlier and prepare yourself",
Fuck! I guess my sister does know me more than I thought she did. I ran a hand over my face and blew out a breath. This was all fucked up and I still didn't even know if things between me and Lynn would be okay when we finished with talking tonight. She could still leave me.
"I know you have been hiding behind this career choice for a long time and you have never let anyone get too close to you. I get it D but you should know that Lynn is different. This entire relationship is different for you", She pushed off from the counter and stepped right in front of me, grabbing my chin to force me to look up at her.
"Don't best yourself because you didn't tell her. Knowing you went into this for a purely sexual relationship. You didn't owe her an explanation",
I scoffed, shaking my head from her grasp. "Maybe so, but she deserved to know the moment things went from purely sexual to something more and........ I didn't do that",
"Hey, I'm not saying you shouldn't have told her at all. I mean you should have known better when you met this woman. She is literally the opposite of every woman you have ever fucked. Did you honestly think it could stay purely sexual?",
Cocking an eyebrow at her, I pushed away from the counter.
"Are you on something?. You just got done telling me that I shouldn't beat myself up for not telling her and that I didn't owe her an explanation and now you telling me that I should have? Because she was different?",
She snorted. "I may have smoked a joint with the girls",
"Damn it Dakota", Anger gripped my chest as I glared at my sister.
"You pregnant",
Shrugging, she stepped further away from me. "It's just a pot, D. Don't get your briefs in a twist",
My phone began ringing and when I pulled it from my pocket and Kristoph's name, I glared up at Dakota. "We aren't don'e talking about this", I growled turning my back to her as I answered the phone call",
"Kristoph", I greeted dryly.
"What's this fucking shit about you quitting XXX studios?",
Fuck so he knows. I was hoping I would have a little more time before he knew but I'm not surprised either. I promised Mike that I would stay around until the AVN awards and then I will be out finally.
I sighed into the phone. "You weren't supposed to know yet",
"Yet?! I shouldn't fucking know at all because you shouldn't be fucking quitting", He nearly screamed into the phone.
"This had to do with that fucking Lynn bitch, doesn't it?",
I saw red and if this prick was standing here, I would rip his fucking throat out.
"What have I told you about talking about her like that?", I growled.
