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The next day,I took Lucas for a follow-up visit,and it was Ethan who examined him again.
From the examination to filling out the forms,he didn't look up at me.
The air was eerily quiet,and Lucas didn't dare to make a fuss either.He nestled obediently in my arms,his little hand clutching my collar.
Just then,Ethan's college classmate,Oliver,pushed the door open and came in.
"Ethan,I thought I saw..."
Before he could finish his sentence,he happened to turn his head and see me.He was startled.
"!It really is you.I said I thought I saw you yesterday.Ethan,you..."
Ethan didn't even raise his head and interrupted him,"Get out."
Oliver's breath caught.He glanced at the child in my arms.
"Ethan,don't forget how you got through those days.She even has a child now,and Amelia still..."
Ethan's eyes turned sharp,and he said to him,"I said,get out!"
Oliver gave me a look and slammed the door as he left.
That look he gave me made me feel a bit strange.
I clearly remembered that he and I had a fairly good relationship in college,but that look just now was clearly filled with...hostility?
But I didn't think too much about it.I calculated that I would be leaving in at most two months,and I didn't want to get involved in these matters anymore.
More than a month passed,and Ethan and I didn't contact each other again.
Our company was acquired by the largest technology company,and recently we started to sort out the details.Our department always had to work overtime until very late.
One day,a colleague suddenly told me that a general manager would be transferred to our company,and that our department's Mr.Martin had been taken away by the police for embezzling company property.
I smiled indifferently.These things had nothing to do with me anymore.In one month,my contract would expire,and I could finally take Lucas back to Suzhou.
When my colleagues gossiped again,I didn't listen.I was focused on looking at the project planning materials.
A company in Suzhou had already offered me a job with a higher salary than here.When we went back,Lucas and I would have an easier life than now.
So when Ethan,dressed in a neat suit,stood in front of me and said he wanted to transfer me to be his secretary,I was beyond shocked.
I numbly followed him to the office and couldn't come to my senses for a long time.
"Ethan Johnson...Why are you here?You're not..."
A pediatrician?
He didn't look up and flipped through my resume page by page.
"So you were in Suzhou before.No wonder."
No wonder what?
He didn't answer me.
During the team-building dinner at night,he drank glass after glass of wine offered by his subordinates,drinking recklessly as if he didn't care about his life.
I sat beside him,frowning,not knowing how to persuade him.
Finally,he got himself drunk.
The leaders said they would send him home,but he was lying on the table,passed out,and still holding my wrist tightly.
Under the ambiguous gazes of everyone,I had no choice but to help him home.
In the car,he finally stopped having a cold expression.Instead,he nestled against my neck,looking wronged.
"Is it true that if I don't look for you,you'll never look for me?"
"Do you have any heart at all?"
My heart was filled with sourness and bitterness,and I felt like something was about to burst out.
The nanny auntie had already bathed Lucas.The little guy,wearing a diaper,was squatting in front of the sofa with his nose covered,watching me wipe Ethan's body.
"Mommy,what's wrong with him?"
"Uncle is drunk because of work.Mommy is taking care of him.Baby,don't disturb him,okay?"
"Okay!"
After taking care of Ethan,I went to coax Lucas to sleep.Finally,I had time to wash up.
After tidying everything up,I sat on the cushion and stared blankly at the sleeping Ethan.
He seemed to find the light dazzling and put his hand across his eyes,not moving at all.
In the countless days after we separated,whenever I felt like I couldn't go on,I would think about how great it would be if he also liked me and how great it would be if he were by my side.
I slowly leaned against him along the sofa,as if snuggling in his arms.It all felt like a dream.
"Ethan,you have no idea.When I first went to Suzhou,I kept throwing up.I thought it was because I wasn't used to the local environment.But then a colleague auntie asked me if I was pregnant.That's when I realized that my period hadn't come for a long time.I'm always so careless,aren't I?"
I smiled self-deprecatingly.
"When Lucas moved in my belly for the first time,I was really scared.That was the first time I felt that I wasn't alone anymore."
"You always laughed at me for being delicate,but when I gave birth to Lucas,I didn't cry even though I had a massive hemorrhage."
"Ethan,don't frown all the time.You look like an old man."
"Ethan,why didn't you stop me when I brought up the breakup..."
"Ethan,I miss you..."
Tears streamed down my face and dripped onto the carpet.
A hand stroked my head.I looked up,and Ethan was looking down at me.
It turned out that he wasn't drunk at all.
At this moment,his eyes were moist,and he stared at me intently.The emotions in his eyes were so intense that it seemed like he was going to swallow me up.
With a tug,I fell into his arms.
"No matter what,having these words from you is enough."
"I miss you too."
"Very much..."
"Baby,I've been waiting for you for so long..."
The next second,his kiss fell like a storm.
He forcefully pulled my hand and put it into his shirt.
It was eager and passionate,as if he wanted to devour me.
I was dizzy and quickly surrendered under his advances.
I didn't expect that after a few years,Ethan was still so energetic.
Afraid of waking up Lucas,I bit my lip tightly.
He leaned over and entangled my tongue,leading me to sink deeper.
When I fainted crying,he held me tightly in his arms,as if we had never been apart.