Chapter 10
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Compared to seven years ago when Elsie first entered this place as a "substitute," the suffocating oppression and false sweetness in the air had completely disappeared, replaced by a post-crisis relaxation and renewed hope. Marjorie Deville's influence had been thoroughly eliminated, relevant legal procedures were steadily advancing, and the dark cloud that had hung over the family for years had finally dissipated. This small dinner party, held to celebrate the end of the crisis and formally introduce Elsie's identity to the core members, was more like a ceremony bidding farewell to the past and welcoming the future.
Sebastian Deville stood in the center of the hall, his posture upright. The frost that had once gathered between his brows had melted away, replaced by a calm and steady light in his eyes.
He was no longer merely the cold family authority figure, but more like a man who had shed heavy shackles and could finally breathe freely.
Elsie Lane stood beside him, wearing a deep blue gown that imitated no one and perfectly matched her own temperament, elegant and confident.
She was no longer anyone's shadow; she was simply herself.
Six-year-old Leo, dressed in a little suit, held his mother's hand with curiosity and a touch of shyness, his big eyes surveying this environment that was both strange and fascinating to him.
Sebastian's gaze toward Leo carried an awkward yet sincere gentleness, as he tried to learn how to connect with this suddenly appeared son, developing an emotion that transcended mere blood obligation.
The dinner ended in a relatively relaxed atmosphere.
After the guests departed, Sebastian did not let the servants attend to him, but personally controlled his wheelchair, and together with Elsie, brought the somewhat sleepy Leo to the glass greenhouse in the estate facing the rose garden. Stars dotted the night sky, the evening breeze carried waves of sweet floral fragrance; compared to the artificial luxury of the banquet hall, this place was as quiet as another world, as if all the noise and strife were shut out. After the maid brought warm milk and herbal tea, she quietly withdrew, leaving the space entirely to them.
Leo quickly fell asleep on the rattan sofa covered with soft blankets, a sweet smile still on his little face, his breathing even.
Elsie gently tucked the thin blanket around him, her fingertips brushing against her son's tender cheek, her heart filled with a deep and tranquil warmth that comes after surviving great hardship. She looked up, her gaze meeting Sebastian's. He gestured for her to sit in the chair opposite him. Only a few soft wall lamps were lit in the conservatory, creating a dim light that flowed between them.
They were silent for a moment, not awkwardly, but in a peaceful stillness where they both allowed their emotions to settle.
Sebastian's gaze swept across the roses blooming in the night outside the window, thorny yet exquisitely beautiful, before finally fixing on Elsie's face with eyes that were profound, bearing an unprecedented honesty and solemnity.
"Elsie," he began, his voice low and clear, without any hesitation or reservation, "These seven years, or rather, from the moment we met, our relationship has been filled with lies, manipulation, suspicion, and... indelible pain." He spoke openly about the past, without avoidance, as if only by facing these rifts could he build a bridge to the future across them. "I used you, put you in danger, that is a fact. And you have never truly trusted me, that is equally a fact."
Elsie listened quietly, not interrupting. She acknowledged that what he said was true.
Those days and nights filled with fear, struggle, and loneliness could not easily be erased from memory; they had become part of her life.
"However," Sebastian continued, gazing at her intently, as if trying to peer into the depths of her soul, "after experiencing all of this—the deception, the danger, the betrayal, and... that afternoon in the warehouse district, when your hands trembled as you pressed down on my wound—something changed. Or rather, something that had been deeply buried and deliberately ignored finally emerged and could no longer be dismissed." He paused, his voice carrying an undeniable seriousness, as if stating a carefully considered theorem. "I know that past scars cannot be easily smoothed away; they will remain like the thorns of these roses, always present. I also know that the name Deville still carries a heavy responsibility and a complex history. But I hope we can have a new beginning. Not based on any agreement, pretense, or calculation, but based on this authentic connection we forged while surviving hell together, based on... the feelings between us that perhaps have existed all along, just obscured by mist."
He leaned slightly forward, and despite still having some difficulty moving, his entire posture was filled with sincerity and strength: "Elsie Lane, will you marry me? Not as Emily's substitute, not as anyone's shadow, but as yourself—as the artist who continued to grow tenaciously even in desperate situations, as Leo's strong and fearless mother, as a partner who will stand beside me—a man who, like you, carries the burden of the past yet yearns for an authentic future—to face all storms together. I promise that we will build a home that belongs only to the three of us, a home whose foundation is truth, whose pillars are respect, and whose atmosphere is equality."
There were no fancy words, no dramatic scene of kneeling on one knee, but each of his sentences struck like a hammer on the softest yet firmest places in Elsie's heart.
This was a confession, a promise, and more importantly, an unconditional acknowledgment and invitation to her entire being.
She gazed at the sincerity in his eyes that had shed all pretense, looking at the wound on his abdomen—not yet fully healed—that he had received while protecting her. Her mind flashed through every moment of the past seven years, from the depths of despair to fighting side by side. The hatred had long been washed away by stronger emotions in those life-and-death moments, leaving behind a complex, ineffable emotional bond as solid as bedrock.
She didn't answer immediately, but instead picked up the warm teacup in front of her and took a gentle sip. The fresh aroma of herbal tea mingled with the richness of roses in the air, refreshing her spirit.
This brief pause was not hesitation, but a farewell to the past and an affirmation of the future. She set down her teacup and met his nervous, expectant gaze with a calm yet utterly resolute look.
"Sebastian," her voice was clear and steady, flowing like a spring in the quiet conservatory, "I admit that everything between us began with a mistaken and cruel contract. We have hurt each other, and we've also treated each other as the only driftwood in darkness." She paused briefly, her gaze becoming incredibly clear, like a starry sky washed clean by tears. "If what you still want is that docile substitute who only mimics 'Emily', then my answer, now and in the future, will always be no."
Sebastian's pupils contracted imperceptibly, but he maintained his listening posture, respecting her every word.
Elsie continued speaking, with no hint of hesitation or tentativeness in her tone, only complete self-reflection and determination: "But if you ask me, Elsie Lane, a woman who has struggled through lies and betrayal, who protects her own and her son's soul with a paintbrush, whether she is willing to stand in complete equality, without dependence or pretense, with you—this man who has likewise walked a thorny path—to create a life together going forward..." She looked directly into his eyes, each word pronounced with the solemnity of an oath. "Then my answer is, I am willing."
As her words fell, a profound silence filled the greenhouse, with only the faint rustling sound of the night breeze passing through the rose bushes, and Leo's steady breathing.
"However," Elsie added, her tone gentle yet unyielding, this was the boundary she had won back through trials and tribulations, "The 'Thornbird' gallery will continue to operate. It's not just my livelihood, but proof of my independent existence as Elsie Lane, a window through which my soul breathes. I will not give it up, nor will I become a vine dependent on the Deville surname." This was her bottom line, the crown of her self-identity.
Sebastian listened to her words, his tense jawline gradually relaxing, and a genuine, relieved smile filled with deep appreciation, like moonlight breaking through thick clouds, finally blossomed completely on his face. That smile contained not a trace of calculation or coldness, only the joy of relief and the comfort of finding a true kindred spirit.
"Of course." He responded without hesitation, his voice carrying an unprecedented ease and certainty, as if this was precisely the answer he had been waiting for. "What I love is exactly this Elsie Lane who blooms like a rose among thorns—resilient, independent, possessing her own light and domain. Your studio, your world, will always belong to you alone. What I look forward to seeing is the works of 'The Rose Lady' being appreciated by more people, and you creating freely wherever you wish to go, just like the petrels in your paintings." He extended his hand to her, palm up, an equal invitation rather than a possessive demand. "We stand side by side, each crowned in our own right, then together guard our home. Would that be acceptable?"
Elsie gazed into his eyes that once seemed bottomless but now were filled with sincerity and understanding, then looked down at Leo, whose lips naturally curved upward in his sleep.
The last trace of gloom and uncertainty in her heart was thoroughly dispelled, and a sense of happiness—solid, warm, and full of strength—slowly filled her entire chest.
She clearly saw that their future was not about one person depending on the other, but about two independent souls, each carrying their own scars and glory, choosing to walk hand in hand.
She placed her hand firmly and unreservedly in his palm.
"Yes," she answered softly, her smile finally blossoming on her face without any burden, like the roses outside the window that had endured the baptism of wind and rain, now blooming peacefully under the starry sky—thorny, yet more radiant and resilient.
Their hands held tightly together, a warm and firm strength passing between their palms, as if they could withstand all the cold winds in the world.
The thorny path of the past was filled with blood, tears, and deception, but it was in that most treacherous soil that the most tenacious vitality and the most genuine, unwavering emotions were forged. They once sank deep into the mire, once used each other as chess pieces, yet ultimately became each other's only redemption and light.
At this moment, they were no longer anyone's substitute or shadow, but rather equals who had walked hand in hand out of the thorns. Through their experiences and choices, they had crowned themselves, and each other, with a true and complete crown that belonged to them. The scroll of their new life unfolded before their eyes, perhaps still with unknown challenges, but they now possessed the courage, wisdom, and deep love to face everything together.
Starlight shone through the glass dome, gently falling upon this family of three.
Sebastian's other hand gently covered the small hand of the sleeping Leo.
The future, like the boundless starry sky outside the window, was full of possibilities, and they were ready to embark on the journey together.
