Chapter 49
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Quietly asking himself if I was serious.
I made eye contact showing him that I was not joking.
I was serious as how my life was and I was not going to take back any word I said.
Filling my plate with my food I walked to sit on the couch and took the remote.
"If you want space then samah you can have it" he said loudly making my head pound and I heard a glass break followed with loud cursing and a door bang.
Then for a moment it was all quiet.
He was gone.
He went and left a broken glass.
Samah
The next day he didn't talk to me he kept avoiding me.
I tried to look at him but he didn't even look in my direction.
I wanted to apologise maybe what I said was horrible I wanted to apologise but he was making it hard very hard for me to.
The next day was also like that I woke up in the morning did my morning routine and went downstairs to take breakfast.
He was there sitting with ulbretch who came yesterday.
Ulbretch stood up and gave me a very tight hug making me smile.
I missed him.
Over his shoulder I saw Abelardo giving us body piercing glares and when he looked at me he stood up and left.
That was the only time I saw him until in the afternoon.
"What happened between you two.
I want answers now." Ari said holding me down.
I didn't want to say anything but the look she was giving me scared the living hell out of me.
I took a long breath sighing because I knew I was not getting out of this I inheld deeply.
"We had an argument before I came here.
I told him I needed space and I came here.
When I saw him yesterday I was so happy to see him because I missed him so much but I decided to be so stubborn like him and told him that u didn't even want him here.
He got even more mad when I told him that I still needed space and left.
He hasn't talked to me ever since." I said feeling a guilty.
Maybe I was too harsh.
"The argument was because of Lesley right?" She asked looking at me.
How did she know?
"I knew because I know her so well and she said that that you guys were not going to last as long as she existed so yeah" Ari said pulling me in a hug.
"I didn't really blame you I would have gotten mad even if my boyfriend and I argued over some shit that his ex did" she said looking at me.
I just nodded I didn't believe it I still blamed myself for what I said.
I needed to fix it quick.
What was wrong with me and all the blaming.
Something was seriously wrong.
"Don't beat yourself for it I know the best way to make him talk to you" she said smiling evilly.
There goes the evil friend.
I nodded my head speechless or maybe because I was nauseous and dizzy.
I slowly stood up and started walking to the bathroom holding on to the stair handles supporting myself so that I didn't fall.
Things were starting to all turn around I think I needed a drink.
I opened the door and crunched down again.
I waited for the food to come but nothing came.
For five minutes I sat there next to the toilet sit waiting but nothing came.
I heard a knock in the door but before I could answer it.
Ari's voice came behind it asking me if I was okay.
I didn't reply I actually had no strength to talk at all.
"Samah I am coming in" she said in seconds the door flew open and when she saw me on the floor she rushed on my side and sat next to me.
"This stomach flu is doing me bad and those damn medicines ain't working on me either." I said groaning putting my head on her shoulder.
I was so sick of those medicines.
If they worked I should be healed by now but look at me I was a mess.
"Samah have you though that maybe it could be something else?" She asked looking at me.
Yeah now that I though about it
"Yes maybe I don't have stomach flu maybe I have some other sickness that makes me like this.
I think I need a doctor." I said hurrydly standing up.
I felt had hand hold mine bringing me back to the floor.
I fell flat on my butt while glaring at her.
She could just have told me to sit.
My butt cheeks started to hurt from the way I went back flying to the floor.
"What I mean is what if you are pregnant" she asked looking at me.
That question made me stop in my tracks.
It made me swallow whatever answer I was going to throw in her way.
What if I was pregnant.
I laughed at her.
Nah I couldn't be
"No I can't be pregnant girl" I said looking at her with fake amusement.
What if I was pregnant.
"I am sure as hell that you guys don't use a condom and as for you I am a sure that you forget to take that pill because once you complained that it might ruin your insides so tell me if there is no 98% chances that you are pregnant" she said looking at me annoyedly.
She was making sense but how could I be pregnant like this in a situation that even me myself I didn't know how to deal with.
I looked at her and my eyes immediately became glassy within a minute I was down crying while holding her sweater for dear life.
I didn't want to be pregnant now.
At twenty three.
