Chapter 43
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They did leave me like that and it still hunted me.
Abelardo didn't say anything but he did try to pull me in for a hug.
But I refused
I refused.
"Leave me alone" I screamed at him.
He looked a little taken back until he looked at my face.
His face showed horror written there.
I felt like my face was burning.
My eyes were heavy and a hit of nuseaus hit me making me run to the toilet.
I bowed down crunching my self littleraly trying to support myself from falling inside.
When I finished Abelardo was there standing behind me smoothing my back his thumb rubbing circles on my back.
I looked in the mirror and saw that my hair was messy my eyes looked horrible and red.
I was sweaty my whole face looked like water was damped on my face and swollen.
I turned to Abelardo the tightly hugged him.
I needed it
I needed him.
I need support.
I needed company.
"Please don't go in another room.
Please don't send me back in the old room.
Please don't go.
Please don't leave me alone." I said crying harder.
His shoulders and hold were the only things that prevented me from falling.
"Sshh... Samah I am not going anywhere neither am I going to send you anywhere." He said still holding me in his embrace like I could vanish and disappear at any moment.
" I want to sleep" I whispered.
"You need to shower samah you can't go sleep looking like that you are sweating and your eyes looked too red.
Step in the shower I will wash you" he said guiding me into the glass tinted showers.
I stripped naked leaving me bare then stepped in the shower.
He did the same and entered.
When he finished he gave me the robe tying it on me then on the bed next.
"Please don't go" I said holding his hand.
I didn't want to be alone..
"I am just going to take the plates and clean the table I am coming" he said looking softly at me.
I didn't want him to go anywhere.
I kept holding his arm my hold tightening telling him that I don't want him to go.
"Okay then" he said climbing on the bed as he pulled me to him.
I don't hesitate to snuggle into his warmth just where I going to get comfort and love.
To my surprise the next morning I woke up with him still there holding me like there was no tomorrow.
When I looked at the closed curtains there was no sunlight coming through them.
It was completely dark.
It was still at night.
I slowly removed his hands off he heading to the toilet.
I suddenly felt sick my head started to spin then the nuseas feeling rose from my stomach.
I ran to the toilet bending on the toilet basin emptying my stomach.
Now I would need to eat again.
I felt someone rubbing my back but I couldn't turn.
I was still trying to feel that what I ate and didn't eat wouldn't come back.
"You okay?" Abelardo asked still rubbing my back.
I nodded my head then rose up to wash up my mouth.
"What time is it?" I asked Abelardo sitting on the bathroom floor.
"It is two thirty" he said joining me on the cold tiles.
He didn't really need to join me.
I looked into his eyes and saw that they were distant.
"What's wrong?" I softly asked him.
Leaning on his chest.
"I shouldn't have forced you to tell me anything samah" he said his chin in my hair.
And here we go again.
Samah~~~
In the morning I woke up this time sunlight was shining through the curtains.
The birds were singing happily while I was still tangled in Abelardo's arms.
I slowly removed his hands around me so that I would go and brush my teeth.
I heard the door bell ring.
Who could it be at this time in the morning.
Maybe ulbretch since he was still out of the country maybe he came back a little early since neither Martha or Mrs Walters never knocked or rang the door bell.
Of course it would be ulbretch who else would it be.
I walked to the bathroom taking a mint then proceeded walking downstairs toward the door.
"Well look who is here" said the voice that I wished I could kill.
"What are you doing here Lesley" I asked rolling my eyes.
"I should ask you the same question whore.
Do you really think that he will marry you girl.
All the things he said to you and you are still blind that he loves you.
How old are you girl
I am sure even a little girl would see how he is lying to you telling you that he loves you.
Samah remember the things he told you" she said her hands on her hips as I looked at her with a blank expression.
"Are you done?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"No.
There was also this night when you guys were engaged and he came to me.
We had really hot and good sex if you ask.
Do you know how many times he cheated on you telling you that he was on his job.
You forced him to marry you and you think he gave you that ring because he loves you?.
Girl no no no" she finished her sentence waving her perfectly manicured index finger infront of my face.
"And?" I asked raising my eyebrows telling her to continue with her little perfect lies.
"I am not going to continue telling you this.
What I came to say here was good job ruining my plan girl I am going to get you back on what you did and you will wish you never crossed paths with me or even messed with what was mine.
