Chapter 90
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Entering the house, Ascian watched her for a while before lowering his head and walking past her. Her heart tightened as he did that. Tears filled her eyes and she slowly turned her head and looked at Ascian who was walking upstairs. She watched him walking away and clutched her dress before turning and following him.
As she followed him, he entered the room. Entering the room, she closed the door behind her as she walked towards him and grabbed him from his arm. He looked at her as she did that, his eyes were filled with pain and he just looked so exhausted. She looked into his eyes and bit her lower lip controlling her emotions. She just didn't want to cry in front of him before she could even talk to him.
"I.. missed you.. So much" she muttered looking into his eyes. Soon his eyes turned red and he clenched his jaws. When he was about to remove her hand from him, she just sigged him so tightly without even letting him push her away from him. Burying her face against his firm chest she inhaled his perfume as she smiled and sighed in relief.
Clutching his shirt tightly, she hugged him so tightly. She had missed him, she had spent eighteen years without him. Without his presence she felt she was going insane and she was about to die. After waiting for five years, she gave up on the idea of him coming to get her but even if she gave up, she really had a hope in her deep heart.
She knew that one day she would be able to see him and touch him. Ascian was hurt, he was just too hurt to hug her back so he did nothing but stared down at her as she hugged him so tightly. Knowing that he had no intention to hug her back, she raised her head and looked at his still handsome face. Why did she forget that Lucas men always looked young even if they got old? It was something in their blood. That's why they were always special.
"You look still the same" moving her hands through his upper body, she wrapped her arms around his neck before whispering. He clenched his jaws looking at her. She smiled at him, then pecked on his lips. She really missed him so much. And she just simply loves him so much. Caressing his face, she recalled the way he cried eighteen years ago. He cried for her.
"Mirela…. Move" suddenly, her heart was pierced by his emotionless voice. She looked at his empty eyes and a shiver ran through her body as she subconsciously moved away from him. Her heart was bleeding. After eighteen years… is this what she gains from him?
"Go out.. I need to get changed" he uttered making her heart hurt even more as he walked away from her. She stood there as if she had been hit by an ice cold water bucket. Her body trembled and she looked at him walking into the washroom.
Without going after him, she just simply walked out of the room with tears in her eyes. She just didn;t believe that he would treat her like this instead of hugging her and loving her. He was just simply so cold to her. What did she even do to him? She did nothing wrong. Wiping her tears, she walked downstairs. Her heart was aching with his actions and she bit her lower lip hard.
Stepping out of the house, she walked towards the bench in the courtyard as she sat on it and looked ahead. She couldn't control her tears, she just simply let them fall down without stopping. She waited for this for eighteen years and when she finally got that, the man she always wanted to be with was just simply ignoring her and he was just simply pushing her away.
Did he stop loving her? It's been eighteen years. Did time change him? She let out a sorrowful sigh before lowering her head. If that's the case, what's the meaning of her living here? She killed so many men who tried to touch her because she never wanted to be touched by a man if she was not Ascian. So many sacrifices, so many sleepless nights along with no food. Is this what she gets for all those?
She waited there until the evening arrived, after waiting there more than two hours, she walked into the house. Even though she stayed out for two hours Ascian didn't even come to check on her. She wiped her tears as she entered the house. As soon as she entered the house, she stopped in front of him.
Looking at him, her heart clenched. She waited for a while staring at him before parting her lips to speak. Is he going somewhere? She asked herself looking at him. Not knowing what was going inside of his mind she spoke.
"Are you going somewhere?" she asked him. Instead of answering to her, he stared at her for a while before ignoring her and walking past her. Mirela clutched her dress so tightly and stayed for a while before turning and grabbing him from his shirt again.
"I asked you something Ascian. What's wrong with you?" she asked him with an angry tone. Then he stopped and looked back at her before clenching his jaws. Then his eyes turned cold and they became sharp making her heart skip a beat with both fear and confusion.
"Where I'm going and what I'm doing has nothing to do with you. Stay out of my businesses" He said as he walked away leaving her completely heartbroken. Tears rolled down from her eyes and she stared at him leaving. Taking a deep breath, she calmed herself down. This means that he doesn't want her right? He was not happy to see her at all.
Is this the man she loved the most? Again! Again for the second time, she was just played by him. A cold smile appeared on her face as she watched him fading away from her sight. After he was completely gone, Mirela walked upstairs and wore sandals before going out of the house. She just simply left the house without even a word. She will never be a problem to someone's life and she would just never be with him if he's like that. Ignoring everything, she just simply walked the opposite direction from him. After coming into the forest, she walked towards the little wooden cottage and entered it before taking off all her clothes.
Then she shifted into her snow white wolf and took her clothes before running through the forest. Her heart was aching and her mind was just repeating the words he said without a second thought. She never expected that he would treat her like that. Running as fast as she could, she stopped in front of where she was born.
Shifting back to her human form, she wore her clothes and walked through the huge gates of her pack. Ignoring everything, she went to the house where she was before. She stopped in front of the house and looked at it. How many years passed? She asked herself looking at the house.
She reminisced about her childhood here, with her brother and father. Because her mother died when she was little, she couldn't remember much about her. All she could remember was the pictures about her. Tears filled in her eyes as she remembered her brother.
The last day she saw him and the last words he said to her. His last impression towards her was nothing but disappointment because she didn't listen to him that day. Her life became like this because he didn't listen to him. If she even listened to him and went with him that day, these things would never happen.
Letting out a deep sigh, she entered the house which was covered with spider webs and dust. No one had come here and it was just like a haunted house. Walking through the house, she looked at the things they used when they were here. Everything was in the same places as they were years ago.
