Chapter 15
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"Ascian.. Touch me, I will kill myself. You don't have to kill me I will do it by myself"
She uttered looking at him, she stared into his emerald eyes and saw the rage. She knew he would get angry by her words. Throwing the gun away he had, he grabbed her by her arm and dragged her out of the room.
"Ascian.."
She sobbed because of the fear of him hurting her, he was gripping her hand so tightly and it hurt her. She knew her words were wrong but it was the truth, she just doesn't want to let him take advantage of her body. He threw her away three years ago after using her.
"You can have fun of this woman, as much as you want"
Dragging her out of the house, he pushed her towards more than three guards. Hearing his words, she shivered. She looked at him who was looking at her with fury. Covering her body with her both hands, she looked at the men and tears rolled down from her eyes.
"Didn't you hear me?" Ascian snarled.
The men were dumbfounded because of their alpha's sudden change, they looked at the woman in front of them and they couldn't just take their eyes off her because of her beauty. She was shivering from fear and her eyes were wet and looking at Ascian with disbelief.
"Why are you doing this to me? You forcefully took me here just to entertain your men?"
She asked, her voice was trembling and she was just lost because of what he just did to her. Looking into his eyes she took a deep sorrowful breath.
"Alright, I will sleep with these men here but you should watch me sleeping with them. Watch the way they touch me like you did three years ago"
A loud furious growl escaped from him as she finished her words. She knew he couldn't see her with another man but she doubted because no one could understand his next step.
"MIRELA" he snarled.
She looked into his eyes and lowered her head. She just never expected him to give her to other men. She was hurt and lost, he kept hurting her but yet she didn't know how to stop loving him.
"Why? Can't watch me?" she again looked into his eyes and asked.
Ascian clenched his fists and jaws as he watched her. A smirk appeared on Mirela's face and she knew it, she knew no matter what he did he's just not strong enough to see her with another man.
"You can't see me with another man, Ascian. You are not strong enough for that."
"You're still telling me that you don't love me? What a joke" she scoffed.
She watched his ashen face and smiled at him. Then she looked at the men who were watching their drama. She sighed.
"See? Your alpha is really an idiot." she smiled at the guards and said. Hearing her words, their bodies were covered with cold sweat. They didn't have the strength to utter a word. Then she walked past Ascian and entered the house, shutting the door behind her with a loud bang.
She was happy because she saw how speechless he was after saying those words to him. He did nothing but stare into her eyes. She entered the room and laid on the bed as she covered herself with the quilt.
Turning herself towards the window, she stared outside. Tears rolled down from her eyes remembering her little son. It's been a day since she came here and she doesn't know when she can escape from him. She closed her eyes and let her tears fall down from her eyes uncontrollably. She wants to go to her son, she wants nothing but her son.
She doesn't know how he is without her, he always wanted to touch her hands before sleeping. Remembering her little son she started to sob.
"Momma's so sorry my little prince.. I don't know how to come to you"
Covering her mouth she mumbled. She was helpless and at this point she had no idea what to do. Even if she left, Ascian would come to her and if she escaped with Ahren and he couldn't find her, he would just destroy everything and kill innocent people.
She wanted to shout at him and say that she wasn't going to another man, and she was just going to her son and his son but with Ascian's character she would never tell him about her son.
Soon she heard the sound of the door opening and she felt he's coming towards her. Then soon he climbed onto the bed. Wrapping his arm around her waist he pulled her to him as her back hit against his chest.
"Why are you crying? Weren't you so brave when you called me an idiot in front of my men? Hmm?"
Ascian chuckled against her ear and kissed her neck. Without answering his question she just wiped her tears and opened her eyes. She tried to move his hand away from her body but she failed because of his strength.
"Let me go, Ascian. You will gain nothing keeping me here" she muttered.
He didn't respond, he just kept kissing her neck and shoulders. She was surprised by his silence because every time she mentioned it he got angry but why is he so calm now? He slowly caressed her waist with his palm and suddenly turned her to him.
She looked at him and saw he was looking at her with a strange face. She immediately looked away from him and sighed. She couldn't help her heartbeat, she remembered he always used to look at her like this when they were on the bed together.
"Mirela, what happened to you? What happened after you left here?"
His question stunned her and soon it stabbed her heart mercilessly. A reflective shudder went through her body and her eyes forcefully pushed her tears out. She looked up at him and shook her head.
She didn't want to recall, she was hurt and she was just lost. Her father was missing, brother was dead and brother's mate had killed herself after suffering from ruthless rape and after losing her brother's child.
She was lost after finding everything. She didn't want to think about it. She suddenly started to sob remembering what had happened to her family after spending a week with him.
"I regret.. I regret not listening to my brother"
She looked into his eyes and muttered. Then she saw the way his eyes turned to an extremely hurt expression. She had to listen to her brother and she regretted everything, she just lost everything and she wanted to kill herself three years ago but then she found out about the life inside of her belly and she decided to live and be with him for the rest of her life.
Ahren was the main reason for her to live and if he wasn't there, she would have gone to her brother a long time ago.
"Did you ever try to find me Ascian?"
She asked him and watched his expression, then he watched her for a while and shook his head as she expected.
"No," he answered.
"Then you have no right to ask me what happened," she said coldly. She didn't want to spend time with him. She wanted to go to her son.
"Let me go.." trying to get up from the bed, she said.
But he pulled her to him and hugged her against his chest without letting her go anywhere.
"No.. not letting go," he said while kissing her head.
She buried her face against his chest and sobbed. She can't understand why he didn't want to let her go while knowing that she didn't have a desire to be with him. Even if she had a desire to be with him, he's just too late and the thing he did was unforgivable. Especially, she wanted to go to her son and be with him.
