Chapter 10
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"Ahren, what should momma do now? I can't stay without seeing you baby"
Mirela sobbed covering her mouth, she was both helpless and lost at the same time. She doesn't know what to do and how to go to her little son. Ascian was not letting her go because he thinks that she wanted to go there because of Hale.
She wanted to scream every time he asked her, she wanted to slap him and tell that she's raising his son but she wasn't strong enough and especially she was scared because of the thought of him hurting his own son.
"I'm not staying here for so long," she murmured looking at the mirror. Closing her eye she took a deep breath and then walked under the shower as she set the warm water for a comfortable bath.
After taking a bath she felt so comfortable physically, but mentally she's suffering because her mind keeps repeating her son's adorable face. Her ears were filled with his adorable laugh and the way he talks to her with his lovely voice. Letting out a deep sigh she walked out of the washroom while wrapping a towel around her.
She walked into his dressing room and opened the huge wardrobe. His clothes were neatly hanging in the right while the clothes he wanted her to wear hanging on the left side. After watching the dresses for a while, she lazily grabbed a dress and a set of underwear as she changed into it.
After changing into the dress, she looked herself at the mirror in the middle of the wardrobe and found it was somewhat nice. An off shoulder white color long floral dress, which was designed with yellow flowers. The dress was a little bigger to her but that doesn't matter to expose the perfect shape of her body.
Looking at the dress, she confirmed he had bought those things for her three years ago from the size of the dress. If she wore this three years ago, it would be perfectly fit to her body. Shaking her head she threw away those thoughts inside of her head and walked out of the dressing room. Standing in front of the familiar mirror table she grabbed a comb and combed her long hair while her mind thought about the past.
She's still suffering from the past and couldn't let go of it, like she couldn't let go of the love inside of her heart for Ascian. After she was done combing her long raven hair, she walked out of the room without even wearing slippers for herself.
She wasn't stupid, she's going to escape so she needed strength. She doesn't have her wolf anymore and if she wanted to go to Ahren, she can only get help with her two legs so if she didn't eat her body would be weak so she doesn't want that.
For her son, she would do anything.
Walking downstairs, Mirela walked into the dining room. As she entered she saw Ascian was already there but he wasn't eating. She watched his ridiculously handsome profile and a cold smile appeared on her face.
Handsome jerk..
She grabbed a chair and sat on it without even looking at him, but she felt his burning gaze on her. She looked at him and met with his emerald orbs. He was watching her body, he licked his lips as his eyes stopped at her well developed curvy knockers and then his eyes fell on her face.
"You're not getting what you want"
She simply said, making him press his thin lips together with displeasure. Soon a maid served breakfast and Mirela looked at the maid, she was secretly peeping at Ascian with a little blush on her face. Then the maid's eyes fell on Mirela and she immediately looked down with guilt. Without caring for the maid's actions she looked at the man who was still looking at her without even looking away.
Mirela found him annoying because of his gaze, he was looking at her with no thought. Taking a deep breath, she looked at him and narrowed her eyes.
"Are you done staring? I want to have this peacefully" She frowned at him.
"Okay, have it" letting out a deep sigh, he said as he looked down at his food plate. Then he started to eat. Mirela looked down at her plate and she felt her heart beating so fast. Does he still remember what I liked to eat? She questioned herself, she looked at him for a second and sighed as she started to eat the spicy chicken spaghetti on her plate.
He may remember what she liked but that doesn't mean she can forgive him so easily. Nothing could bring her wolf back to her and make the pain go away he caused so these things will also never do.
After having breakfast, she stood up from the seat and turned to leave, and at the same time she heard him getting up from the seat. Then he came to her and wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her closer to him.
"I'm going now, don't leave the house and stay in the room. If you wanted anything just ask from a maid"
He kissed her forehead and said. She looked up at him and he was looking at her in the same way he used to look at her three years ago. For a week, he kissed her forehead and smiled at her before going to work.
She was easily fooled by him at that time but she knows everything now. He was just acting, these are not his sincere actions, he's just pretending as he cares. Mirela looked away from him and nodded calmly. She knew he was acting but her own heart betrayed her and wanted him to treat her like that.
She wanted to push him away but her heart didn't let her because of the undying love she had for him. Her own love makes her weak and pathetic in front of him.
"Just listen to me okay? Don't think about running away because it's dangerous" he said again.
Mirela bit her lower lip and nodded at him again.
"I'm coming around six in the evening, be ready at time and stay. We're attending the gala together." Again he kissed her forehead and said.
"Okay" Mirela looked up at him and said, Ascian nodded with a smile and kissed her forehead again before releasing her and walked out of the dining room. She watched him leave and slowly followed him.
His beta greeted him and opened the door of his jeep for him as he got into the jeep like a king. He always had an aura of a king, not just a king, he was just like the king of darkness and danger. He looked in her direction again before his jeep moved forward.
After he left, Mirela walked upstairs. She entered his room and walked to the bookshelf. She always liked reading the books while he was away. For a week she read more than five books while she was waiting for Ascian.
Letting out a deep sigh, she picked the book that she couldn't finish three years ago. No matter what she's going to leave here but she cannot do it now because she wanted him to trust her with it.
Taking the book, she walked towards the huge glass window of the window and sat on the cold floor while resting her back against the glass window as she started to read the book again. She could still remember the last page she read, it was page 114. Turning the pages, she stopped at the page which she was supposed to read. She took a deep breath because it was still the same, the way she curled the edge of the page was still untouched.
"Number 114 means happiness and fulfillment, will I ever be able to be happy again?"
Her lips slowly curled upwards to a painful smile as she spoke in a low voice. How can she ever be happy without her wolf? How can she ever be happy without her brother and her father who disappeared three years ago after her brother's death.
Tears welled in her eyes, with the thought of her painful past. Nothing was good, everything was just bad and filled with pain.
Going against her brother's words was the only thing she regretted in her lifetime but inside of that regret she gained something that she loved and it was her adorable son. He was her only strength and he was the reason for her to live.
