Chapter 7
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Getting up from the bed he walked towards her. She was looking out of the window as she always liked to do. Hugging her from the back, he buried his face against her neck while inhaling her rose scent. He loved it, that scent always made him calm and peaceful.
"I won't let go" he tightened his hands around her.
"Why? You didn't hurt me enough?" hearing her mockery he fell into a deadly silence. He waited for a while without speaking. He didn't know what to say.
"Please stop touching me Ascian. Just stop" She pulled herself away from him and looked at him.
"Mirela.. What are you hiding from me?" He was curious and his wolf is not satisfied yet even after finding her. He was searching for someone instead of her.
Scanning her face he saw how nervous she was, he learned to feel her facial features three years ago. He could tell if she was happy or sad. Now he could only see the fear and something unrecognizable.
"Let me go, Ascian please. I don't wanna be here. I just don't want to see the man who showed me a fake love"
His heart shattered into pieces hearing her words, her words are undoubtedly true. He showed her fake love and he honestly didn't love her. He was selfish and he was addicted to her love that she gave him, he loved the way she came to him with a smile when he came from work, mainly he loved the pleasure that her body gave him.
"Stop dreaming, you'll never leave here again" He muttered.
"How could you Ascian? How dare you keep me here forcefully? Let me go. You don't have any reason to keep me here. You got what you wanted three years ago, didn't you? Let me live peacefully."
Her eyes were filled in tears, she yelled at him with both fury and pain.
This is the first time someone yelling at him and it was her, he knew that she can do anything with him without a thought. She hit him but he was calm and patient, now she was yelling at him and yet he didn't mind. She is the woman who possessed him officially but the thing that made him angry was hearing her saying that she wanted to leave. He's angry, angry because she's asking him to let go of her.
"YOU'RE NOT LEAVING ME AGAIN"
He was furious, using his alpha tone he roared. He didn't miss the shock in her face but soon after it disappeared.
"Don't use your alpha tone to me Ascian. I don't give a damn and I'm not afraid of you. I decide what I want to do or not. You have no right. Even if you're the greatest alpha that everyone feared I'm not and I will never. So let me go"
She's ordering him and she is just simply offending him. If it was another man or a woman, they would be just dead in a second but how can he do something like that to this delicate woman. In front of her he's weak and she had won the game successfully making him weak.
"You are mine and no other fucker can have you. Trust me Mirela I won't mind killing. You know me" he snarled. He was angry because she is not obedient.
"Ascian Lucas, why? What am I to you?"
Wiping tears in her gorgeous blue eyes she walked towards him. Grabbing him from his unbuttoned black shirt, which was loosely hanging through his shoulders she pulled him to her. Her eyes were furious but yet he found it's the most beautiful thing that he possessed.
"SPEAK.." She yelled at him making Ascian look at her with shock. He was laughing at himself, facing such a situation. She was the only one who dared to do this without even caring about anything.
She was right, she isn't afraid of him. It's him who is afraid of her, seeing nightmares over the past three years she had made him suffer for what he did. Her love hurts him again and again but yet he thinks he doesn't know what his feelings are and what she is to him.
"No answer right? You don't have an answer to my question. I was just a fool to you and a plaything you used for a week. After fucking your plaything you threw it away, without thinking about my feelings and how I loved. You threw me away and you're not getting back."
"Mirela.. I" he spoke in a low voice caressing her face.
"Ascian I will love you again if you could bring the things that you made me lose"
Uncontrollably tears fall down from her eyes. Her words were daggers that aimed his heart, raising his hands he wiped her tears, tears that he caused.
"What things? I will bring back" he was craving for her love, he wanted to have her love even though he didn't want to love her back.
"No.. you can't" She muttered.
"Just let me go. Please Ascian" she was begging him to let her go, Ascian looked at her gorgeous face and shook his head. He won't let her go again, he didn't want to see nightmares and he didn't want to suffer.
After three fucking years he finally had a peaceful sleep last night, it was because he was hugging the woman he always dreamed to have in his arms when he sleeps. He found her, so he's regaining his strength that he lost after rejecting her.
"No.. you will not leave me again Mirela. I've suffered enough. I can't again and I don't want" he pulled her into a hug and said. He hugged her tightly and he didn't want to let go.
"Why didn't you do this three years ago? You didn't want me three years ago, so why do you want me now?" she asked through her broken voice.
He also doesn't know why he wants her now? Something inside of him wants her, and his wolf also wants her. He couldn't forget her ever since she came into his life. He became more heartless and more dangerous after she left. Both his and his wolf's fury was something no one could handle. He killed ten people at once who tried to betray him. When he killed those men, he felt nothing but his mind was filled with her. He hated her for not letting him spend his life without her thoughts, even after she left, still her laughter, her words and her innocent face never left his mind.
But yet he doesn't want her.. He only wants to fix his life
or maybe
He's deeply in love with her but he failed to recognize his own love.
