Chapter 41
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Was she waiting for him?
He checked the sidewalk that curved down to Elizabeth Street. His quickly scanning gaze caught sight of a woman standing in the shade of an overhanging tree, just past the end of the taxi rank—a stunningly attired woman who looked as if she'd stepped out of the fashion pages of Vogue magazine.
Was it Erin ?
A very stylish black hat dipped over her face, making her identity uncertain for a moment, though the hair was right, the body shape was right. Her head turned towards him and his heart thumped with a great leap of excitement. It was her. She saw the blue BMW, smiled, waved, moved out from the shade towards the edge of the sidewalk, ready to join him.
The dress she wore was a sleeveless, silky wraparound, a deep jade-green with big black polka dots. A wide black leather belt held it in place and accentuated the smallness of her waist and the curve of her hips. The crossover bodice gave a teasing hint of cleavage, and as she walked, the skirt flapped open enough to give a provocative glimpse of thigh. Black high-heels with thin straps around her ankles completed an outfit that was all sexy woman.
A hot rush of blood to his groin warned him he'd be in serious discomfort if he didn't lift his mind off the desire she aroused. The car behind him honked impatience. The traffic lights had turned green. He quickly accelerated, signalling his intention to pull over to the sidewalk, and doing so right beside Erin .
She held up a large black and white signature David Jones carry-bag."Can I put this in the boot of the car?"
'Sure can." He pressed the central unlocking button, then leaned over to open the passenger door for her.
Having stowed the bag in the boot compartment, she slid into the seat beside him, another flash of legs raising his body temperature again. She quickly closed the door, grabbed the seat-belt and the lush fullness of her breasts was temptingly emphasised as the belt was whipped between them and fastened.
'We're off!" she declared, lifting a face that glowed with happy
anticipation.
No. We're on, Peter thought, a fierce wave of feeling driving a determination to make Erin Lavelle realise she was his woman. That didn't mean owning her. It meant he was the man in her life.
'Do I pass muster?" she asked as he put the car into gear, ready to ease into the traffic.
The note of vulnerability in her voice reminded him of what it must have cost her to look the part of his companion at Randwick. He didn't want her feeling nervous about appearing at his side in public and she certainly had no reason to be.
'You look fabulous, Erin," he quickly assured her, smiling his appreciation of how incredibly striking she was."Every guy at the race-course will be jealous of me."
She laughed her pleasure in the compliment."Thank you." Her gorgeous green eyes skated over him, taking in the mid-grey suit with its darker grey pinstripe, the white shirt and gold silk tie."You look fabulous, too."
The husky words ended in a sharp intake of breath and a long sigh as though she needed to relieve a tightness in her chest. Peter was suffering a fair amount of physical tightness himself. He concentrated on driving because there was no other optional action at the moment, but he was acutely aware of the woman beside him, wanting her more than he could remember wanting any other woman.
'Are you the jealous type, Peter?" she asked in a wary tone.
'No." He threw her a teasing look."You can strike jealousy off the list." She looked startled."What list?"
He grinned."The bad husband material list you were citing this morning." 'Oh! I was not…I mean…" She floundered, embarrassed by having her
general observations applied so personally to him.
She definitely wasn't measuring him up as a possible husband. Was a marriage to him too pie-in-the-sky to her mind?
He didn't feel she was anti-marriage, just distrustful of how the commitment was worked.
No problem with sharing his bed, so sharing his life had to be the stumbling block. From what she'd said, the idea of sharing any man's life was not an attractive proposition, and his certainly carried the penalty of public scrutiny.
Though she hadn't backed off from that aspect, probably spending far more than she could really afford on clothes to be with him at Randwick today.
Peter wondered how far he could push the relationship, how far Erin Lavelle would let it be pushed before her strong sense of independence kicked in and cut him out. He didn't think his wealth counted for anything with her. In fact, far from being a gold-star attraction, that might well be a stumbling block, too.
'It was you who brought up the subject of marriage, Peter," she said, still discomfited by his husband-list comment.
'Marriage and motherhood," he readily conceded, intent on stirring some more telling reactions.
'Right! So we've covered that ground." She was drawing a line of finality under it.
'I've never been to the races," she quickly stated."Tell me what to expect. Tell me about your horse."
She made it easy to oblige her, flooding him with eager questions, listening to his answers so she could hit off them, broadening her inquiry into the whole business of horse-racing. In fact, her concentrated interest made it a pleasure to give her the knowledge she sought, and by the time they reached Randwick Racecourse, Peter was thinking he'd never been interviewed so intelligently on a subject.
Her lively curiosity continued over lunch in the directors' dining room and in the champagne bar afterwards. The people they met—friends, acquaintances and associates of his—all responded very positively to the happy energy she emitted.
It was impossible not to like her.
Her smile, the gorgeous green eyes sparkling with fascinated interest, the way she listened, focussing so directly on the person who was speaking to her and soaking in every word that was said…the men were all charmed by her, the women intrigued, surreptitiously eyeing her over, half of them probably wanting to find fault and frustrated at not finding anything to criticise.
He knew what they were thinking—Who is this Erin Lavelle ?
The wife of one of the race-course directors actually mulled over the name out loud."Erin Lavelle …I'm sure I've read about you somewhere. I just can't think of the connection. Such a pretty name. Are you an actress or something?"
Erin laughed at the idea, shaking her head."I'm simply lucky enough to be Peter's companion today." She hugged his arm, her eyes flirtatiously engaging his, deflecting any further pursuit of her personal identity.
Peter got the message that she didn't want him to give out information on
her background so he deftly turned the conversation away from what might be a sensitive issue to her in this company.
Was it another fantasy, he wondered, being his mystery companion for the
day?
As they moved away, heading for the members' terrace to watch the races,
he aimed a quizzical smile at her."Are you worried that I might be uncomfortable about having it known that you're a preschool teacher I met in a public park?"
He wouldn't be, Erin thought. He'd probably be amused by the reactions such a statement would arouse. But would he be as amused to find himself with a woman who was not a nobody? If she'd told that director's wife why the name of Erin Lavelle was familiar to her, revealed the fame she had in her own field, this easy comfort zone she and Peter currently occupied could have been blown sky-high.
She hadn't wanted to risk that—people gushing over her in public, ignoring the man who was giving her this special day, making him feel stupid for not knowing the truth about her. The truth would have to be told soon enough. But not yet.
She didn't want him to look at her differently. She liked what they were sharing right now, didn't want anything to spoil it.
'I have the right to keep my private life private, Peter," she said quietly. It was best that way. She hated all the fuss that came with being the author. And the men she'd been with hadn't liked it, either, being put in the shade of her success.
'The longer you're with me, the less chance you have of that, Erin," Peter warned seriously.
She heaved a rueful sigh, realising that his high profile would inevitably stir interest in any woman at his side. Her eyes appealed for his forebearance."It's no one else's business how we met or what we're doing together. Let's just take one day at a time, Peter."
Peter's protective instincts rose instantly to the fore as he read the vulnerability in her eyes. No way would he let anyone badger Erin about her background, making her feel not up to his status. Though her obvious insecurity about how long they'd be together stirred an even stronger determination that this connection with Erin Lavelle was not going to be a one-day wonder.
'Well, today is race day," he said lightly," so let's go and watch the races." They found good seats on the members' terrace and Erin relaxed, eager to
soak up more new knowledge. He explained the coloured silks of the jockeys as the horses were paraded out to the starting gates. She seemed totally entranced by the scene, sitting with her hands in her lap, her body leaning forward, her gaze trained on the horses as they raced around the course.
