[Rock]Carmen kissed me deeply. Her fingers fluttered over my face and I groaned at all the beautiful softness assaulting my senses. She made me happy beyond reasoning. She pulled out of the kiss slightly. “You are the most handsome troll in the world, Rock. I would never lie about that. Whether tonight or weeks ago, you’re always the most handsome man I have ever met.” I chuckled. “I’m hideous to humans and trolls. I know all of the werewolves I’ve met thought I was ugly too.”“Maybe you are only handsome to me, but that’s because I see inside you. I see your gorgeous heart and brain. That’s all that really matters. If anyone else could see that, they would understand that you are the most handsome man in existence.” Carmen kissed over my chin and down to the mark she put on me. When she licked over the mark, something like sparks went dancing through my body. Whenever her mouth was attached to it, any touch from her was like fireworks only I could feel. It wasn’t something that happened to trolls, so I assumed it was part of her werewolf magic. She kissed me again, this time more deeply than ever before. Her tongue explored my mouth and her hands wandered over my body sending sparks of pleasure through my veins every time her fingers made contact with me. One of her hands slid between us and I felt her grasping my erection. I groaned as her kisses fluttered over my chest. “My Rock,” Carmen moaned hungrily. “I want you so badly.”The words sent an electrical current of want shooting through me. I couldn’t begin to describe how badly I needed her right now. Her lips kissed down my chest and stomach until she reached my diсk.She took me in her mouth and I groaned loudly. The pleasure was so intense, it was almost painful. The softness of her lips and the silky wetness of her tongue were a wonderful combination. I groaned as she sucked me hungrily and swirled her tongue around me.Carmen made love to me with her mouth. Her tongue flicked over my cоck, teasing me until I ached with pleasure. Her lips slid over my shaft, sucking on me hungrily while her hand brushed against my balls. She massaged them gently and I groaned loudly.“Carmen, you’re going to make me сum.”With a small smile, she pulled me from her mouth. Her hand continued to massage my balls under the water. She laid gentle kisses on the head of my cоck. “I don’t know where I want it more,” she said with a devilish smile. “Anywhere you want,” I moaned. “I need you. I love you.” Carmen wrapped her lips around my diсk and I groaned loudly. Her mouth was so soft and wet and I ached for anything she could give me, but I wanted to be inside of her. I needed to be inside of her. She was in charge here. I didn’t give her control often, but when I did, I saw that her interest was more in my pleasure than in her own. It was Carmen, her personality. She always thought of others first. When I didn’t think I could take anymore, she finally came up for air. It was all I needed to pull back from the edge. She probably knew that, though. She figured things out pretty quickly. She crawled up over my body, straddling me and teasing the head of my cоck with her sweet opening. Her hands traced up to my neck, then my face. Carmen put her thumbs on either side of my tusks and kissed my lips gently. “I love you, too, Rock. And I need you more than just the things we do to each other. I need all of you, all the time. Always. I feel like I’m barely living without you,” Carmen whispered between kisses. Slowly, she slid down my cоck, rubbing her body against mine. I rocked my body against her as she rode me. It was slow but fast enough to give us both pleasure. It was tender too. Soft hands and slow kisses, nearly innocent. I love fuсking her, but I didn’t always need it. I just needed her.When I was with her, I could be myself. I could be the gentle, loving troll she knew. And the animalistic beast that I was. None of that fazed her. All of it was part of me, the man she loved. Carmen kissed me hungrily, in the way she wanted. Pushing her tongue between my lips, teasing mine. Her hands danced over my chest and arms, marveling at the hardened muscles of my body.As she made love to me, she admired me. Every time her eyes met mine, I could see the raw love shining there. It was something that had always been there. She loved me. She really did. Probably as much as I loved her. It wasn’t just the ѕex or the adventure. It was all of the little parts that made up the bigger picture.I never thought of how love would feel when I finally had it. I only knew it would change me... change my life. And it did. Over the last week, I realized how empty my life before felt. Everything was new and amazing because of Carmen. My hand wandered down her body and over her breasts. I cupped one in my hand while my fingertips played over the nіpple of the other. I heard Carmen groan into my mouth.She reached down between us and began to massage her clit. Her hips started to rock more quickly and our moans mixed together. She kissed me deeply, raising her body up and down on my cоck. She only released my lips to moan as an оrgasm washed over her.“How can you love me?” I groaned. “I don’t deserve someone like you.”“You deserve love more than any other person I’ve ever met. Even if you weren’t a troll, you would be the best man I could ever imagine. No one else would be able to make my heart feel the way it does when I’m with you, Rock.” Carmen whispered. My hips rocked faster, holding onto the feeling that built up in our lovemaking. Carmen put her hands on my chest, holding herself above me while her hips ground against me. I released my own оrgasm inside of her, filling her with my сum.Carmen kept her eyes on mine as we both came down from the pleasure of our lovemaking. She smiled at me, then leaned down and kissed my lips. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close to me. She was soft and warm... everything that I wanted.I kissed her forehead, then her cheek. Finally, I kissed her lips. I was needy with her, but she didn’t mind like a troll woman would. It was because she was as needy as I was. She relaxed into the kiss. Carmen gave herself to me without reservation every time we were together. The first time was the only time she questioned anything. After that, she fully trusted me. It was a trust I didn’t realize I yearned for. My troll side wanted to test her trust in me, but I wouldn’t allow anything that could break her trust. Carmen was mine and I wouldn’t lose her to my stupid troll urges. After we were finished, I cleaned her up and dried her off before sending her out of the bathroom. I drained the tub and rinsed it out before drying myself. It was fairly deep, so no water got on the floor. I was glad about that, because I didn’t want Carmen slipping. She was too precious to me. I never realized I could love something so small and fragile so much. I had to make that appointment to ensure I wouldn’t hurt her if we decided to have children. There was a way to render male fae infertile, I would do it if it meant keeping Carmen safe. Heading back into the bedroom, I found my mate covered up in our bed. She smiled at me and I smiled back, knowing she couldn’t see me. It didn’t matter. I felt like she could feel it when I smiled. Crawling into bed, I wrapped her in my arms. Carmen snuggled inside my hold and breathed me in. I felt her relax. “You’re really still okay with my blindness?” she asked in a tiny voice. “I love you whether or not you can see, Carmen. Loving you means not splitting you into pieces and ranking my love for them. It means loving all of you.” I told her. “Stop questioning it. I’m tired of telling you the same thing over and over. You need to trust me. I’m old enough to know what I want.” “Sorry. I didn’t mean to annoy you. I just worry.”“No, your brother made you worry. You haven’t been like this since the day I brought your things home. All week, you’ve been excited and cheerful. It wasn’t until your brother questioned it that you started worrying. Before that, you were sure of yourself.” Carmen nodded. “I guess I can’t get over the idea that he knows better than I do. He is my Beta, after all.” “That doesn’t matter in our house or our office. The only person who tells us what to do here is Queen Maeve. You’re part of the fae community. That pack is far enough away that they don’t matter in your daily life anymore. I understand that he’s your family, but he’s been corrupted by your father’s thinking,” I said. She didn’t say anything after that. I knew she was still awake. I wished she would talk to me more, but I wouldn’t force her. “When do I get to meet your mother?” Carmen asked in a tiny voice. Damn it. “After next week. You’ll want to get used to all the other people you’ll be meeting. You’ll meet the crew on Monday and more of my friends on the weekend. My mom understands. She didn’t stay for my coming-of-age party after the blessing. She knows it might take a while before I invite her to the house.” Carmen was quiet again. She scooted herself up in my arms, so she was face to face with me. I stared into her beautiful blue eyes. “Your mother was supposed to be there?” she asked. I sighed. “Not necessarily. My mother came and gave the blessing like she was supposed to. It was up to her if she wanted to stay or go. She didn’t want to see me fail. That’s the only reason I know of that she wouldn’t stay. From what I know, most parents do stay. They might get a chance to meet their child’s mate early and start a relationship with them, but....” Carmen leaned in and kissed me. I relaxed into it. She was being cute again. “We’re both broken a little by our disabilities, aren’t we?” she whispered. “What do you mean?” “You don’t think you’re good enough because you’re not a full troll and I don’t think I’m good enough because I can’t see. It makes everyone look at us differently and that hurts how we see ourselves,” Carmen murmured. I held her to me tightly. She saw me, the me no one else saw. The me I tried to hide from them. It was a little scary, like talking to one of those Oracle chicks. They could see through anyone. “Sleep now, Carmen. Tomorrow’s our last day off before we start work. I don’t want you to be unrested.” She chuckled. “I creeped you out, didn’t I? I do that to people sometimes. Sorry. I’ll sleep now. Will you sleep, too?” “Eventually. For now, I’ll hold you while you sleep. And don’t worry about creeping me out. I’m fae. I’ve seen far stranger things in my life.” Carmen settled down with her head on my chest again. She yawned and rubbed her cheek against me. Her little arm slung over my waist while her legs tangled in mine. She was making sure I wouldn’t go anywhere.I laughed at how cute she was being. Carmen never wanted to let me go and I never wanted to let her go either.